Fried Pretzels

Aww-moment.

2009-06-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

During our last subject this afternoon, Values Education, I actually had a lot of fun doing the activity. All we had to do was choose a trait on the list given and write the name of our classmate who we think best fits that trait then write our name. I didn't give all of my classmates the paper since I was feeling lazy and I never really expected to have a lot. But I recieved around 21 pieces of paper some came from people I didn't expect.

Here's a list of what they wrote for me:

1. Adaptable
2. Good
3. Creative
4. Amiable
5. Attentive
6. Honest
7. Self-disciplined
8. Open-minded
9. Ethical
10. Tolerant
11. Loving
12. Considerate
13. Charitable
14. Generous
15. Loyal

Some were repeated and the most common one were adaptable, charitable, and creative. I was of course, flattered in some ways since I never knew that I'm actually "good". LOL.

So yeah, I'll prolly update tomorrow and give a long one. :D

I HATE MY MOM.

2009-06-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

Thisi s just plain rant about my Mom. So I know, you're not interested. >.> Don't bother reading it.

Earlier tonight, around 11:30 pm, my mom asked me to search how to contact the Imbestigador. A show aired on GMA 7. I, of course, unwillingly did so and typed all the possible key words that would tell the contact number of that show. When I was done, I showed her the contact number I saw and then she suddenly told me, "Hindi yan! Gusto ko yun pano sila puntahan tsaka yun kailangan!" I went back grumbling cuz that wasn't what she said in the first place. I tried searching again but unfortunately, no details or anything. I told her that she should just go to the building since that's where Imbestigador probably is. DUH. And then she suddenly said, "Sinabi ko kasing wag na. WALANG HIYA KAYONG MGA ANAK." And I was like WTF?!?!?!.
Seriously, my want of becoming older and living on my own is becoming stronger by the minute. >.>

I FCUKIN' HATE MY MOM.

First School week.

2009-06-10T19:33:00.002+08:00

I was actually supposed to blog on the first day of school but I was too lazy. ~____~ But what the heck, we only had some sort of random workshops about personality development and learning styles.

Yesterday morning, my mom woke me up at 6 am and gave me a 15 minute lecture that I was late in sleeping, I'm late for school, I'm such a stupid child... BLAH BLAH BLAH. But of course, I didn't know it was 6 pm. I even thought that it was already 7 am. O.O So I was planning on going to school as fast as I can. When I was about to go, I checked the time and it was only 6 so I was furious with my mom to the point that I cried my eyes out.

Then today, we had a whole day practice of cheering. I was teaching this freshman the cheer, but he was like "Yea. I get it.." then when I asked him to do the whole cheer, he was like "Uhhhh...". UGH. And what made me more peeved was he was flirting with the chosen muse for our team and he just stares at HER. GAHD. I even made sarcastic comment to make pay attention. >.>

Then we also signed up for clubs. It's kind of fascinating that they added new clubs which includes the one I signed up for... Graphics and Informations. XDD It sounds kind of geeky but I like it. :3 Since we got to touch Photoshop and Gimp. YAYYZZZ.

Okay. that's all. :|

Banned.

2009-06-03T20:15:00.006+08:00

Last night, I made those 17 Gossip Girl icons cuz I wanted to sell them for points in kville. And yea, I know they're lame. :3

Anyways, I overslept and my brother banned me from the computer because of that stupid reason. o_o Srsly, what is wrong with him? > : ( And since he was going out and knew I'd use it if he were gone, he took the CPU and hid it somewhere I won't find it. He's such a smart-ass and I hate him for it.

Since I too wanted to show him that just because I'm sort of attached to the computer doesn't mean that it's my life -- well, okay, maybe it is but still -- so I locked myself in my room and re-read Meg Cabot's Avalon High. My dad arrived during noon and reheated food for me then went back again to our shop. Since I was starting to get bored, I started to fix the tangled wires here on my computer desk and while I was at it, cleaned the whole house. I also washed my backpack for Monday. :P

It was around 4 when I was done so I took a bath and after that cooked rice for myself and found the sinigang which was cooked by my mom but my dad forgot to probably serve it. I felt proud of myself, of course, because I got closer to my independent side. XD

While I was eating I started watching the season 1 of Gossip Girl since the DVD my sister bought for me was becoming dusty, left unwatched and put under a stack of other anime DVDs and all that...

I was also reading the Google AdSense's policies and it stated that I have to be at least 18 years old. >.> I cancelled the registration for now since I was unsure. What would happen to me if they found out I'm not 18, right? o.o But on the other side, there's this Filipino kid who's underaged and signed up for it. Blah. Whatever.

Earlier this night, I saw most of my friends -- particularly girls -- having bangs. You know, the one that look's like the protagonist of Boys Over Flower has? Ugh. Srsly. It's disgusting. Even if they go to Korea, they won't look like her. Not that I care if they do anyways. But I'm getting annoyed already. There's never been a day where I don't see a plurk/post/blog/signature/avatar that has Boys Over Flowers on it and it's starting to peeve me. >:\

Right now, I'm about to start Hayate no Gotoku. One of the latest anime series which will be shown in Animax this June. I'm looking forward to watching it even though the way it was drawn wasn't that appealing to me. And since I haven't watched nor read manga this past week, especially one with harem, I'll read it first before watching. > : D

Fully awake.

2009-06-03T01:53:00.005+08:00

It's already 2:06 in the morning and yet, I'm fully awake. I can't seem to feel the urge of sleeping on my cozy bed and snuggling under the thick warm blanket. I'm starting to be nocturnal. o.o

It's already the 3rd day of June. 5 more days and I'm off to school. T.T Ugh. I'm srsly not looking forward to it. Though I wanna see my friends again -- not really -- I don't feel like going back to school. Remembering the activities we had before... The sports fest, cantata, and most especially camping! I've to remind myself to buy sunblock. I've gotten 3 times darker than I was before. And my birthday last year was the worst since it was the last day of SURVIVAL camp. >.>

It's a good thing I already bought my school stuff and my tailored uniform yesterday. I just have to enjoy my time here at home without any piano lessons to attend. =____="

Somehow, I feel like looking for a job online now because I really want to buy that Nintendo DSi which costs around 10k and saving up with just my weekly allowance won't do. You can probably see that huge Google advertisement above this post. That's because I signed up for it. :3 I'll make my own layout soon since I just learned CSS and I made my web's layout successfuly.

Also, I saw a simlish MV of Katy Perry's song, "Hot N Cold", which was linked by a member in kville. http://thesims2.co.uk/pages.view_page.asp?id=579 Hahaha. XD

Oh yeah. Is it true that Hayden Kho slept with Pacquiao's Mom? O_O *shudders*

Did That Happen To You?

2009-05-27T10:51:00.004+08:00

I'm srsly bored right now. T_____T

Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?

- I find anime characters more likable.

What are you listening to?

- Smelyalata by nevershoutnever

Name a quote from the song you are listening to?

- "Everybody's going to the party and we're having a good time."

What are you doing right now?

- reading VK and lurking in TG.

What does your last text say?

- ".hai.x3."

Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

- Yes.

Last missed call?

- Hmm... I think it was from Mom.

Last person you talked on the phone with?

- Dad. :\

Why did you cry last?

- I was touched by the anime I was watching. d:

What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?

- Get up.

Is there a meaning behind your profile song?

- None.

Do you have a best friend?

- No. I don't know.

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?

- Yes.

Do you own a pair of green pants?

- Hmm, no.

Are you more independent or dependent?

- independent.

Three months from now will you be in a relationship?

- No.

What is your favorite fruit?

- star apples.

Who was the last person you were mad at?

- I can't pretty much remember.

What do you want right now?

- Something sweet.

What is the last song to make you cry?

- Hmm.. None.

Does anyone love you?

- Yes. My friends.

What did you do yesterday?

- Install and play Rohan. >.>

Is your best friend pretty?

- They're all pretty.

What do you miss?

- My audio card. :'( I want to fix my A.C. soon.

Do you give out second chances too easily?

- No. Dunno.

Where is one place you want to visit?

- Japan.

What’s your favorite thing to have for breakfast?

- Ham.

Ever had plans and broke them?

- I always do that. >_____>

When was the last time you saw your grandparents?

- Around January I think.

Are you a vegetarian?

- No.

Do you lead people on?

- Sometimes.

Who are you jealous of?

- Hanazano Hikari of Special A. She's great in every aspect and she has Takishima Kei as her boyfriend. >___>

Are you a lover or fighter?

- Neither. It's bothersome to be both.

What is in front of you right now?

- Obviously, the monitor.

Who’s 1st on your top and why?

- Nicole. Cuz she's an awesome best friend.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?

- Explain this.

Is someone in love with you?

- Eh, who cares.

Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can’t?

- Hmm... Dunno. I hate someone right now.

Do you like someone as more than a friend right now?

- No.

Rohan Online

2009-05-26T17:39:00.003+08:00

username: whitemokona
class: human
level: 8

I was finally able to install Rohan Online after a lot of times trying to redownload it thanks to the stupid slow internet. >___>
Anyways, I first chose the Dahn class since they look appealing to me but it suddenly got deleted for no reason so I was forced to create a new one which is the picture above. ^^

I chose my username as white mokona because, I like the counterpart of mokona but I forgot the name but it's color was white or cream so I just said whitemokona! XD

Oh, and while I was waiting for the installation of it, I was drawing/doodling. I made a nice one and I'm planning on scanning it then edit it on Photoshop and probably upload it on my dA account. ^^

I'm also planning on making a logo. XD Well, good luck to me for that.

That's all. ^^

*waves*

Love Monster

2009-05-24T11:15:00.003+08:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love_Monster

I finished reading Love Monster. >____>
The plot was good so I've been hooked to it.
Kurou keeps on carrying Osora. But they look so good together. >___>

I guess I'll start reading Vampire Knight. :D

---

Last night I was about to watch The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya and I was about to start the 14th episode which was actually the last episode. As soon as the credits rolled I clicked the next button and then I was all like, "That's it? =O". It's a good thing that I still have extra DVDs just in case I want to watch more. >___>

I'm active in TG again. Srsly. I don't like some the new mods. They just registered this summer and they're mods? :O Come on. That's just lame. -______-

I also discovered that Manang Rai is an OZ member. Pahaha. XD Her cousin told me I should try cosplaying too.

Gone for long.

2009-05-20T12:51:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I've found the time to update here. I was planning on doing so last week but I'm too darn lazy.

I've been spending my time watching anime and playing video games until the computer was fixed again. I still won't be able to watch videos and listen to music since the audio card's broken or something like that. *rolls eyes*

So I finally joined Otakuzine's forum and I'm kind of having fun. I can't believe they're still fixing it. >.> It must have been worse there compared to some forums. Lol.

I also joined deviantart even though I'm a noob. :P I'm trying my best to learn how to draw.

Last week, I've also been frustrated because of Special A's ending both in the manga and in the anime. >.>

Last Saturday, I went home from the city to my home. WALKING. It was tiring. Stupid me for buying those CDs. >.> And the copies are ugly. I mean, the translation! Argh. It keeps on saying the same name. T^T I'm planning on returning them. Except for Shugo Chara. It was so far, the best anime I've seen. XD

I even made a signature~! XD

So yeah. It's in my deviantart account. The first one I ever submitted. >.>

Eh. I'm starting to become lazy~. I hav'ta go no. Byee.

Typical.

2009-04-24T21:43:00.006+08:00

" You just have to put up with the rain
If you want to see the rainbow... "

I wasn't able to attend my piano class today since it was raining. HARD. It was good thing too since I can feel that my teacher is starting to get stressed. XD Especially that we're having non-stop practice all week and she has 4 more students who will participate.

So I was stuck at home. I cleaned my room again. My mom gave me a new TV. It was bigger than the last one. It doesn't even look like it fits in my room! Hahaha! X3

So after I texted my teacher, I plurked again knowing that I have more than 30 plurks already. XD I was still having a good time. Especially with CJ and her motivational posters. XD I still can't seem to forget that one poster with the red circle. XD

Hahahah! OMG. xD

I keep on laughing hard. Seriously, my throat started to hurt. XD And then I'm playing Pet Society in MySpace since I can't open facebook. T^T When will my brother re-format this computer? *smashes*

So... I really miss facebook and TG. hahha. I don't know. Just the friends in TG actually. =)

And then I bought the last issue of 17! T^T Just as I was about to be a subscriber, it stopped. =O Oh, well. I guess I'll just buy the past issues. :)

In gaia, so far I've been a co-admin in a Pinoy Teens Guild because the captain told me to do what I suggested so I did fix it and then there's this person who told me I should've consulted them first. -__- I thought the admin told them since I was given the power to do so. They were online and they KNEW I was one of the crews already but they didn't tell me I HAD to consult them. Sheesh.

So yes. I guess that's all for now. =3
I need load tomorrow to text ze new people. XD

bye bye. =3

PostSecret are LOVED.

2009-04-21T22:31:00.003+08:00

What are PostSecrets exactly?

PostSecrets is actually a website
updated every Sunday
which encourages the anonymous
exposure of one's deepest secrets to the world.

So far, here are some of the secrets I like (and can relate to).

These Wild and Crazy Dreams

2009-04-21T21:47:00.003+08:00

I wanna try to be the person you want,
The person you need,
It's HARD to ~~conceive~~ that
somebody like you,
Could be with...
somebody like me.

---

Last night, I was forced to sleep at around 9:30 pm. I went into my room and sat down, drawing pictures of nothing but chibis. -_____-" Anyways I dreamed of an odd dream last night which is what I'm going to blog about in this post. :p

I was running back in my old school, knowing that my class during 6th grade was having a reunion party. I was tired, panting, when I entered the door. Everyone was already holding paper plates and plastic cups. Stacey first approached me and made a "Welcome, Chezeee!" kind of gesture and let me seat down near the door.

The scene faded into another classroom which was supposedly for the third grades but our "class reunion" was still there. It was only the scenery that changed.

I was walking up the stairs asking if anybody was there and then my 6th grade adviser told me to go inside so I did what she said. I sat down again but the person beside me was my 3-years-long crush. I was all like, "OMG! WHAT! WHAT! WHAT! Why is he here? He's not our classmate! :o" And I'm not sure if it was Nicole but that person told me to call him so I said, "Jayye!"

He ignored me. I was disappointed but I always knew that he'd ignore me knowing that we had a big fight last summer. I started to talk to other of my classmates like Ida, Abigail and some random people I forgot.

The next thing I knew was that I sort of called him again and then he suddenly said "Hey! I LOVE YOU!" and then I was the silent one. He turned back again as if to hide his shyness, he talked with his buddies again.

The scene then changed into the part where we were in the hallway in the 6th grade floor and it was dark. I think I sort of confessed that I liked him back and then there was a moment of awkward silence.

"So we're going out then?" I asked.

"Well, we are." He said.

"Okay."

And then... I woke up. >:(
It kind of felt real though.

Procrastinating.

2009-04-20T12:07:00.001+08:00

I'm bored and I'm too lazy to blog. =.="
I was supposed to blog something last week. I forgot what it was... :P
Anyways, I'll be right back. :*

nomnomnom.

Lucky Day turned Neutral.

2009-04-03T18:00:00.003+08:00

Chelsi: *opens the 8oz coke bottle & gets the cover and reads the words*
WHOOOO!! I won a free shirt!

*goes to Bench/*

Chelsi: Kuya may promo pa rin po ba kayo nung coke?

Salesman: Wala na. Tapos na eh. *smirks*

Chelsi: Oh. ok. *runs away*

---

Yep. I really did got the cover. TODAY.
Darn. I really waited for a long time just to know that it ended already. T^T
PSH.

Anyways, I was sleeping happily until my dad knocked this morning. He asked me where the soap was so that he can finally wash his clothes and I was like "Huh? What? Wha?" and my brain started to function slowly and process his words so I blurted out "Papa, dun sa taas nung cabinet dun sa may *makes a rectangular shape in the air*" I couldn't say washing machine back then because I was really sleepy. -- I slept at 12:04 am because I was so inspired to write the script of my Sims 2 Machinima Series. -- Then my dad went away. After an hour or so, he knocked again and woke me up telling me to get changed cuz I was going to our store.

This morning, I was so bummed and annoyed with my dad.

So I went and washed my face as soon as I arrived so that my tears won't flow. (Yeah, I cry when I'm really really mad) But my mom knew that I was crying. BLEH. So much for trying to hide the tears. LOL.

So, we were talking about my dad that he's changed which is TRUE. They fought yesterday and my dad said he will never go back to the store again. PSH. Way to go dad. My mom even cried when she was telling me all those things. My dad really has changed. He really can't accept the fact that there's no job available. -____-

I then went to my piano classes early. I was able to practice beforehand cuz I really didn't practice. BWAAHHAHAH. So yeah, I guess I improved. ^^, There's like a korean who's going to play the same piece as me and she's slow. When she told me that I should rest, we listened to the korean and my teacher said, "She just got the tempo now because she was listening to you." XD

So yeah. I guess that's it. :P

Bye. :D

First Machinima Upload. <33

2009-03-28T18:34:00.003+08:00

My most awaited machinima is finally uploaded!
After days of trying to figure out what video format is the fastest to upload, I'm finally done. ^^,
This is a music video of Love Bug - Jonas Brothers.
I had no choice.
My Sims 2 keeps on crashing down and the only music compatible with the scenes I've done is this. Other than the original one.

So yeah. Finally! xD

I'm planning on creating a Sims 2 Series.
Keep your fingers crossed though.
I don't know if I'll make it. T^T

I still have my piano practice.

Good thing our recitals was moved to May! \[^o^]/

Okay.

Bye. :D

Music for the day. <333

2009-03-24T20:56:00.001+08:00

Stereo Skyline - Uptown, Get Around

I've been thinking that, maybe baby.
I've been going a little crazy lately, yeah whatcha gonna do.
And chelsea baby, I can't get you out of my head.

So I spent today, just thinking of ways that I could
Make that smile shine, cause she's sweet on me oh I'll make her see
That she's mine, all mine.

So lets float float float away.
And you'll catch catch me baby.
So I hope you know I'll never let you go away.

So I've been thinking that maybe baby.
I've been going a little crazy lately, yeah whatcha gonna do.
And chelsea baby, can't get you out of my head.

So lets hangout in the clouds, spill our hearts out and get down.
I swear I'll drop a line, if you give me the time we need.

So lets float float float away.
And you'll catch catch me baby.
So I hope you know I'll never let you go oh.

So I've been thinking that maybe baby.
I've been going a little crazy lately, yeah whatcha gonna do.
And chelsea baby can't get you out of my head.

Spinning upside down spill our hearts out and get down.
Or inside out just cause you know that we get around.
Oh so I hope you know, I'll never let you go oh whoah.

So I've been thinking that maybe baby,
I've been going a little crazy lately, yeah whatcha gonna do.
And chelsea baby can't get you out of my head.

(And you'll catch me, and you'll catch me)
So lets float float float away, and you'll catch catch me baby.
Spinning upside down spill our hearts out and get down

HAH. Random.

2009-03-23T19:52:00.002+08:00

1. Do you wake up cranky?:
- No.

2. If an ex said he hates you, you say?:
- I hate you more, now, get out of my way.

3. Would you curse in front of your parents?:
- Eh. I always curse.

4. If a fairy godmother comes into your life, you?:
- Would probably wish for a thousand more wishes.

5. What is your current annoyance?:
- Eh. Brother.

6. Do you like drama?:
- Yes. But if it's too much, no.

7. What kind of camera do you have?:
- Digital.

8. Last time you were on a boat and where?:
- Uhh. Summer '08. 100 Islands in Pangasinan.

9. Do you take daily vitamins or medications?:
- Supposedly but I don't. xD

10. Where is your computer located?:
- In front of my room's door.

11. Would you ever eat cow poop?:
- Only if I was dared to be given $ 1,000,000 when I do so.

12. What was the last item you bought?:
- Food.

13. What country has the best food?:
- Iunno.

14. Last time you used a coupon?:
- Weeks ago.

14. Are you afraid of roller coasters?:
- No. Cuz I never rode one yet.

15. If your best friend told you there moving, you?:
- I'd go and hug 'em tight, say "I know you'll ignore after this so BYE!!!"

15. Would you rather go to a party or out of town?:
- out of town.

16. Apple Bottom Jeans or Hollister gift card?:
- Hollister gift card.

17. Do you think your dumb?:
- No.

18. Say a random word?:
- Shiznit.

19. Do you wear anything with skulls?:
- No.

20. What is/was your school mascot?:
- None. HAH. Our school is boring.

21. Do you own a class ring or letterman jacket?:
- Not yet.

22. At what age do you want to be married?:
- 28.

23. Is divorse an option?:
- No.

24. What color is your luggage?:
- red.

25. Where and when did you last go on vacation?:
- Summer '08. Home.

26. Where is your mom right now?:
- Her room.

27. What are you suppose to be doing right now?:
- Eh. Iunno.

28. What is your 5 year plan?:
- Study hard and become a nerd.

29. What is your 10 year plan?:
- Find a job after graduating and move to a new country.

30. One wish?:
- That I can be as calm as I am here in real life.

Smile for Today.

2009-03-19T21:24:00.003+08:00

Laughter is not always
THE BEST MEDICINE.

---

I'm happy today. :D

Even though I wasn't able to be one of the Top 10 honors, I feel overwhelmed. At least my department rank went up one level; my tuition fee decreased! xD I'm now a University Scholar for the next school year. It's kind of disappointing though because 2 of my closest friends weren't able to join the US department.

My guy best friend got 3 failing grades so there's a big chance he will not be allowed to enrolled in our school for next year. Embarrassingly, I swat him. xD

Today was even supposed to be our deliberation day and I felt nervous but then it wasn't finished. Only one class in our batch was able to have their deliberation. We actually only have our Red Carpet songs practice.

I'm also trying to talk to my angel now though I know it's too late. BAH. I think she changed her mind and chose my soulmate to be the read her citation. -____-

Euriel's having a lot of problems too. It was kind of nice of him to open up with me. Seriously, I never expected anyone to do that. I was flattered. xD

Dad's back. ARGH.

But yeah. Whatever. xD

Tomorrow's the LitMus Show. LOL.

I took some picture of today too. xD
Visit my multiply. :D

PS. I discovered a lot of bands today. xD

Survey for Girls

2009-03-15T16:08:00.002+08:00

DON'T CHICKEN OUT GIRLS!

Does your password have to do with a boy?

- I do admit. It is somehow related to one particular guy.

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?

- Their fun personality.

Are you a girly girl?

- No.

Small or big purses?

- small.

What are the signs you like a guy?

- I have this odd habit of treating them like a sister.

Do you like drama?

- Sometimes. It adds more spice in my life. :P

Do you stay friends with your ex's?

- No. I don't even talk to him anymore.

DO you dress up on Halloween?

- Nah.

Do you call anybody by their last name?

- I call mostly all people by their last names.

How many guys will read this just because it says FEMALE SURVEY?

- Probably none. It is in my blog after all. x3

Do you wear makeup?

- No.

Have you ever cooked food for a guy?

- Yes and I was forced to do so.

Have you ever been called a bad influence?

- No.

Have you ever broken a guy's heart?

- Obviously not.

Eyeliner or Mascara?

- neither.

Flats or Heels?

- flats. The more comfortable I feel, the better.

Skirts or jeans?

- jeans.

Socks or leggings?

- socks. hahaha.

Hoops or Dangling earrings?

- niether..

Have you ever had your heart broken?

- No.

Do you prefer light or dark haired

guys?

- Dark.

Do you have a best friend?

- Yep. And it's BEST FRIENDS.

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?

- No.

Do you like your life?

- Yes.

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?

- No. I don't think I did.

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?

- Twice. OMG. Kinder memories. -____-

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

- Yes.

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?

- Unfortunately, yes.

Movie Making = LOVE

2009-03-15T15:22:00.003+08:00

"I've been waiting for this day
&& never though it'd come my way
Here alone all by myself
Have no thought of someone else
But the moment that I saw you
I just knew...
I WILL LOVE YOU."

---

The lyrics above was taken from North's song, "Cause I Love You".
I've been addicted to it this past days and I'm planning on making a video of it using the Sims 2.
But I'm having problems with my Windows Movie Maker so I downloaded Sony Vegas 7.0 :D

I've also been addicted to youtube these days. I never stopped watching Sims 2 videos and some MMVs which I wouldn't have discovered it it weren't for Danielle. :)

Exams are already over. Thank God. But we still have school due to the upcoming events like the Literary & Musical Show. I joined but soon quit because I never had the chance to learn the piece I wanted to play. T^T

BAH.

I've noticed I'm posting in a different manner than my usual.
HAHAHA. xD

Odd.

Anyways, I guess that's it for now. ^^,

xoxo.

Chezee.

PS. New layout! ♥

Chain letters are dumb as the ones sending them

2009-02-22T19:01:00.002+08:00

The Last Letter. by ~galifardeu

Chain Letters are dumb.
So as the ones who sends them.

GROW UP.

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It has been a long time since I have been privileged to blog once again and i have a lot of things to say.

3 weeks ago, I have find out that my classmate who almost have the same name as mine's boyfriend is not actually a lesbian. She said to her buddy who just so happens to be a full-pledged traitor who told me and my friend that she was afraid that we'll know she had a baby before and that her boyfriend today is the father. And that is the reason on why her parents hate him. It's quite weird for I don't see the connection on how she is scared that we'll find out she had a baby and that her boyfriend's not actually lesbo. In fact, we don't even know she had a baby!

In my conclusion, since she stated before that she a sibling, she is actually an Unica Ija / only child. And that baby boy is her son due to her being drunk. I do believe that because now, she is once again PREGNANT but she was aware of it. She wasn't DRUNK.

Ahhh. I pity her future.

I admit I have posted her scandal in my multiply but had to delete it for I don't want to have garbage on my multiply.

I'm also trying to be updated in TG as you can see, only a few dedicated users are online. All my closest friends are not even there anymore. And it's probably due to the blog I have once been following.

PSH.

Next week is probably the last week of fourth grading. It said we'll have our exams the first week of March. Ionly have ample time left to regain my position in the honoris but BAH who cares. I won't even get to be on the Top 10. :|

Which reminds me, my father was asked to stay here for a couple more months because of recession. In my POV, he should have just stayed working in Japan so that he still has a stable job. Nowadays, he's mad at the whole world all of us are pissed. It's like as if it's the end of the world for him. It's his own fault so why do we have to be blamed for his own decision? SHEESH.

So chyah. I guess that's it for now.

xo.

Drama Play? Chyeaahhh.

2009-01-28T21:45:00.003+08:00

[c] deviantart.com

You don't have to be always the actor in order to share the spotlight,
there are people on the backstage who are silently hoping to make a successful show
after being through all the hard work.

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Yesterday was the showing of our Ibong Adarna Play. We were ready. We were happy we're going to show the whole school what we've got.

I was on the verge on screaming with joy when the unfortunate news hit me. The projector isn't compatible with the laptop I borrowed from Laureanna. I started to cry like the baby that I am. All the sleepless nights and hardwork I've done were thrown in the trash can just like junk. It was useless.

So far, after I have watched the different presentations, I felt ashamed. WEAK. I am a Technical Loser Director.

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Right now, I'm addicted to Guitar Hero Rockband. I just started to play all night cuz we'll go camping this Thursday until Saturday. >____<

kk,
bye.

PEER PRESSURE.

2009-01-19T19:47:00.002+08:00

[c] ~Rae-Lyn @ deviantart

Do you ever wonder what it feels like being under pressure?
Well, don't ever bother try being under one. It Sucks.

Today is an exams day and I'm supposed to be offline and reviewing. The problem is I keep asking for help but no is helping me fix my iRiver.

Now back to what I was saying, people expect highly of me. They want me to persevere more and strive for the best. My brain feels like its always about to explode. Like a bomb only seconds away from exploding. A volcano about to erupt.

I just want to be stupid. No more smarty-pants. No more honors. No more expectations.

HAHAHAHA. I guess that would really feel good. Or perhaps maybe I can be smart but born in a different family. Different parents and siblings. No one to bother me. No one to keep me annoyed all the time.

NO ONE MAKING MY LIFE MISERABLE.

2009-01-12T19:27:00.002+08:00

A good writer possesses not only his own spirit but also the spirit of his friends.
Friedrich Nietzsche

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So I have forgotten to blog about the past days and so far, I'm having one hell of a hectic schedule. Mom texted me last Saturday to cancel all my Saturday plans for this week so that I can go in Manila together with the others. Unfortunately, I'll have to be absent on Friday so I need to finish everything before the due date. I'll be skipping all the important stuff our teacher will say too so Mom says I should lessen my computer usage for the moment.

I also received the Ibong Adarna Script and it was just LAME. LAME LAME LAME LAME! Especially the Third Part which has side comments on the script. GAHD. Is that what you call a script?! I'd love to edit it but I have no time and I still have to edit a lot especially that they said we Technical Directors have to problem about the background! Argh. It's the script writers fault. The props should do it! >:( Our play is just so annoying. Sheesh.

Anyways, I got 19/20 in Math today. Luckily, I passed. Lol.

So yeah, I guess that's all for now. =>>

'night!

A Wonderful Day!

2009-01-06T18:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPiNESS iS FREE!

Today's the second day of school after the Christmas break and it seems like it's almost been a week. Our class adviser arranged the cleaners once again and I was moved to clean every Wednesday.

I'm already done doing all my homeworks and even did the ones that's supposed to be passed next week. I'm also about to review the Latin prayers and something about Volcanoes because we're going to have a quiz in Latin and then, my teacher says that in Earth Science, everyday's a quiz day [so that we'll always be prepared]. I got perfect in our quiz in Math today because I asked Kuya Niel and Ate Che to help me understand it better last night. Then during our Values Education, I was one of the Top 8 of the most behaved, most responsible students in our class because our teacher says that we'll do it as an activity to nominate people in our class who we see as well behaved and responsible.

This afternoon, Uncle Edmar cooked Bulalo with the bone marrow and it really was delicious. We also had mangoes as our desert so I was really full.

Today is one wonderful day!

PS. This was ALMOST the exact thing I emailed to my Mom. =)) So yeah, forgive me. xD

School Sucks

2009-01-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

Ahhh. Only 10 hours and 30 minutes more before school.
The sister of torture.
Auuughh.

Flame Girl

2009-01-03T09:44:00.003+08:00

"Who's the stupidest of them both?"
source: deviantart - AngelCrusher

Last night, I logged off at TG at around 11:50 pm because I was having so much fun flaming this girl name beeyuh18 who thinks she's so damn pretty and smart and then she'll flame Jhoana. Luckily all things were cleared up by Jhoana last night but I wasn't able to read it until today.

So yeah. I have really puffy eyes right now because it is only around 5:00 am that I was able to sleep. I was waking after 5 minutes or so starting from 1:00 am and I keep on moving. It was really cold that when I touched my phone to check the time, it was like ice. I was even hearing some foot-steps at the terrace and noticed that our neighbor's car suddenly alarmed so I was sure there was a burglar lurking.

I woke up at around 9:25 am today and don't like the food served on the table so I cooked noodles for myself. Around 10:15 am, I prepared for my piano lesson and I was planning on my g-cash plan which did not happen because I was couting my money and I don't want to waste a lot today. I could have at least still have around 900 Php if it weren't for my b*tchy cousin whom I gave 500 Php to and then she told me I'll treat her and her brother to lunch! Geez. It's all her fault though I say I had fun hanging out with them for a while. Argh.

I ordered in KFC for Hot Shots and Mashed Potatoes so right now, I'm eating MP. ^^, After that, I'll go write my story so that I'll eb able to post it soon! ^^ I guess that's it for now. ^^,

Bye.

One Two One Ways To Annoy Edward Cullen!

2009-01-02T17:25:00.001+08:00

121 Ways To Annoy Edward Cullen.

1. Prance around the house singing Madonna's 'Like a virgin' at the top of your lungs every morning.
2. Especially loud when Bella is around to hear it.
3. Running it by Charlie that Edward has been 'sleeping' with Bella for the past 2 years, at the wedding reception.
4. Hire a stripper to pop out of the wedding cake XD
5. Buy a sex-ed book and shove it in his locker, making sure that whenever he decides to open it that it falls out, in clear view of the school.

6. Make sure and tell Aro that Edward wants to elope with him.
7. Smear your blood all over his new car freshener. Blame it on Jacob

8.Program his locker to—whenever he opens it to sing (LOUDLY) YOU AND ME BABY WE AIN'T NOTHING BUT MAMMALS, SO LETS DO IT LIKE WE DO ON THE DISCOVERY CHANNEL! HERE WE GO NOW! YOU AND ME BABY WE AIN'T NOTHING BUT MAMMALS SO LETS DO IT LIKE WE DO ON THE DISCOVERY CHANNEL! GET HORNY NOW! And repeat. Over and over and over.

9. Tell him it was Jacob's idea.

10. Show him the twilight trailer. Ask him if he's thinks that he looks like a pedophile or if it's just you.

11. Ask him where babies come from. Tell him he's stupid when he won't answer your question.
12. For his birthday give him a $100 McDonalds gift card, and get offended when he tells you he doesn't eat food.
13. Post his phone number and address on e-harmony.
14. Tell him Bella wants to elope with Paul.
15. Ask him why he likes watching Bella sleep. Call him a pervert.

16. Steal his Vanquish and program his radio to only plays Lollipop –unedited of course. (D: THE HORROR, Link to video: Link OMGZERS UNEDITED This would be better to show Eddie!) Make sure he can't turn it off or get it replaced.
17. Replace his ring tone with 'Outta my head' by Ashlee Simpson. Make sure he can't change it.
18. Color on all his Bella pictures with Permanent marker.
19. Refuse to replace them.
20. Ask him to be a gangsta with you for Halloween.

21. Get offended when he refuses.
22. Take him to Victoria's Secret with Alice.

23. Constantly whisper in his ear "Chinese Fireball….ooooooooh!" (HP REFERENCE)

24. Ask him how his bath with Harry was (HP REFERENCE.).
25. Constantly remind him that he almost lost Bella to a dog.

26. Key his car. 'Jacob and Edward = LURVE'
27. Get him on that show 'intervention'. Make sure everyone knows he addicted to heroin.
28. Tell him you have Bella as a witness if he denies it.
29. Picture yourself naked and covered in blood. Ask him if he wants you.
30. Call him a liar when he says no.

31. Throw boysenberry flavored muffins at him every time he tries to speak.
32. Tell him Bella is pregnant and eloping with Mike Newton.
33. Tell him you were kidding once he murders Mike.
34. Ask him if Charlie is secretly a unicorn.
35. Make him watch the twilight movie.

36. Ask him if he thinks Robert Pattinson is hot. When he says no, tell him he has low self esteem issues.
37. Buy him a dog. Name it Jacob.
38. Train the dog to follow him everywhere. P.S. Make sure he doesn't eat it.
39. Ask him why he's not as hot as Robert Pattinson.
40. Ask him if he's a virgin.

41. When he says yes, take a picture of him and tape it to the 40 year old virgin movie poster. then add the number 1 before 40 :)))))
42. Make him watch Hairspray with you. Ask him why he's not as hot as Zac Efron.
43. When he says that he is, ask him why he wasn't the star of the singing high school people.
44. Tape porn to his walls.
45. Make sure Bella sees it.

46. Nail his CD'S to the ceiling along with his Stereo.
47. Refuse to take them down.
48. Tell him Jacob thinks he's a sex god.
49. Tell him Jane thinks he's better than a sex god.
50. Start singing 'Paper cut' around him. Constantly.

51. Tell him that Paul imprinted on him.
52. Glue pictures of Jacob all over his walls.
53. Write "I [heart] Leah Clearwater" all over his face in permanent marker. Don't let him wash it off.
54. Follow him around concentrating really hard on extremely dirty things.
55. Take his pulse and call 911 when you 'discover' he doesn't have any.

56. When you 'discover' he's a vampire, throw holy water on him and shout,"The power of Christ compels you!"
57. Summon an arsenal of Gay men to hit on him constantly.
58. Make a lifelike Bella dummy (with Bella audio) and throw it into a fire.
59. Give him a divorce attorney card and say, "Just in case."
60. Bake him a birthday cake with 107 candles and make frequent jokes about him being "over the hill"

61. Whenever he gets mad at you for annoying him so much, turn to the nearest person and go,"Don't worry, its just his time of the month."
62. Volunteer him for a blood drive.

63. ((even tho this won't work for Jasper and Emmet)) Tell him you know his secret and that you are one too, then he'll ask what secret, tell him he is a virgin.

64. Ask him what Hogwarts was like and why he didn't just suck Vod's bottom.
65. Force him to watch the 40-Year-Old Virgin with you. Send him accusational glares at random throughout the film.

66. Paint his piano neon pink. Refuse to buy a new one.
67. Concoct the perfect fantasy of you and Jacob is a tent with candles, very romantic setting. Go near Edward and play out the whole thing but when it gets R rated picture yourself as Bella.
68. Lock his phone after you set Me So Horny by Two Live Crew as the ring tone and then call him over and over and over again in public. (for those of you that don't know the song, there's awful loud moaning sounds while they chant me so horny over and over again.)
69. tell him that if he wants to compete with a dog, he has to wear a dog collar.
70. Get a shock collar with sequins on it and have Emmett put it on Edward. Give Jacob the remote.

71. Tell him Alice saw that if he wanted to blend in with humans, he had to wear matching pink liquid eyeliner and nail polish.
72. Paint his Vanquish Pepto Bismol pink.
73. Every time he walks near you jump in front of the nearest car and scream "Save me Edward!"
74. Follow him around concentrating really hard on songs from shows such as Barney and The Wiggles
75. Challenge him to a breath holding contest and accuse him of cheating.

76.Tell Aro that Edward would like to set up a ball room dancing class with him and the rest of the volturi.
78. Dye his hair blue and give him round black sunglasses and threaten to hide Bella if he doesn't wear them to school|
79. Blindfold him and take him to a tanning salon.
80. Jump out of corners and proceed to beating him with large planks of wood every ten minutes

81.Sit in his room and stare at him for hours.
82.When he demands why you're staring at him tell him that you're not leaving until he falls asleep.
83.When he tells you he can't sleep, threaten that Santa won't come if he stays awake.
84. Spray cheese into his mouth and force him to swallow it, all the while yelling, "WHAT'S WRONG EDWARD, DON'T YOU LIKE THE CHEEEEEEEESE?!

85. Make him a shirt that says "I Like Humans - I Don't Eat Them". Force him to wear it.
86. Make him drive you to La Push so you can jump back and forth on the boundary line screaming "Vampire Land!" "Werewolf Land!" "Vampire Land!" etc
87. Make him watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Mouth the word "Cedward!" in his general direction.
88. Paint his Volvo pink and write “I love Jacob” all over it
89. Sing "It’s a Small World" over and over in your head and follow him around
90. Give his number to Jessica and tell her, he’s interested

91.Ask him about Bella’s eighteenth birthday party
92. Just think of the color black when he's around so he thinks he can't read your mind either.
93. Take every picture of him and draw fangs on them
94. Watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and cry hysterically screaming "No Edward!" when Cedric dies.
95. Refer to him as "Eddie".

96. Prank call him saying you have kidnapped Bella and will only accept his volvo as ransom.
97. Ask him where he buys his contact lenses. Daily. For about, ooh, a year.
98. Eye him suspiciously every time he walks past, gripping a crucifix and throwing strings of garlic around your neck.
99. Sing 'I know a song that'll get on your nerves' in your head continually, over and over again, he'll go insane in less then three hours guaranteed
100. Show him this topic in this forum - also fanfic, the 'What if Edward was gay?' topic, and all the Twilight Movie Cast threads where people bash Rob.

101. Come to school wearing dark robes, red/black contacts, and white makeup. Go up to Edward. Claim to be from the Volturi, and ask him where Bella is.
102. Install a whoopee cushion on his black leather sofa and his piano chair too.
103. Get Carlisle to have "The Talk" with him.
104. Torch his meadow.
105. Offer to put mountain lions on the endangered species list.

106. Run around the school with flyers that say "Save the Mountain Lion!"
107. Set the banner on Bella's cellphone to I love Jacob.
108. Do the same thing to his.
109. Say, "Oh you and Bella looked so cute at the movies yesterday" and when he says that they never went to the movies say, "Oh, but I'm sure it was Bella, and she was all over that other guy."

110. Have sweaty werewolves make a dogpile on bella. Push the reaking Bella into Edward's arms.
111. Tell him Darth Vader is his father
112. Run around the school shouting, 'EDWARD CULLEN IS A VIRGIN'
113. Make Bella president of the La Push Cliff Diving Society
114. Give the President the job of towelling down all those half-naked, dripping wet La Push boys as they come out of the water... or give them the job of towelling HER down!
115. Randomly run up with a stake yelling "Die, fiend!"

116. Superglue Bella's window shut.
117. In front of Nessie, say aren't you glad you didn't kill the little brat.
118. Remind him that Jacob and Nessie are eventually going to...well you know.
119. Say, "wow, you lost your virginity at 107 and your daughter is going to lose hers at 7...to the guy who was in love with your wife
120: Go up to him and say "Humans are friends, not food." Continue to think this throughout biology class.
121: Purposely slice your finger open from a piece of paper then wave it in his face and squeal, "EDDY! KISS IT BE!"

What Do I Think of My Friends?

2009-01-02T16:40:00.001+08:00

What Do I Think Of My Friends?
blogthings.com

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Jayye is your soulmate.

You truly love Lloyd.

You consider Cheska your true friend.

You know that Mother is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Euriel for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Jenny is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Evita is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Rizza is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Rizza changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Nelcy is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Nelcy has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

What Role Do I Play?

2009-01-02T16:20:00.002+08:00

What Role do I Play?
blogthings.com

You Are the Philosopher

You love thinking things over and developingtheories.
Learning is very important to you, and you pursue knowledge relentlessly.
You love to talk about the things you know, often in more detail than people would like to hear.
And you know a lot! You're always taking on new subjects, interests, and hobbies.
You are at your best when you are left alone to ponder your newest ideas and experiments.
You tend to withdraw from environments that are loud, contentious, or passionate.

What Role Do You Play?

New Year : New Beginning.

2009-01-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

When we wish, you'll never know when it'll happen.
Another day, a new beginning.
New Possibilities.

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Ahh, yes. I feel quite refreshed. Almost all of my stuff's new. Cyber world? Layouts are new. I've been quite a pessimist this last year, 2008, but I enjoyed some parts of it. My graduation, the start of my piano lessons, new friends and so much fun activities at school. Life really is unpredictable.

This new year 2009, is said to be quite unlucky as feng shui people say -- Or at least, I've heard. But I've got a pretty great feeling it'll be the opposite for me. I'll be looking forward for the surprises way ahead of me.

Oh, and I qould never forget that every year, there's always those things called 'resolutions' where you make up promises for yourself to be a better person. I've created a list myself. I'm not sure if I'll be able to follow it since the past years, all my resolutions were unsuccessful.

New Year Resolutions:
- Be a better daughter.
- Be more confident in school.
- Study hard.
- Strive for the best.
- Be open to others.
- Always be happy. (:

I guess that's it for now.

Again, Happy New Year Everyone! (:

Christmas Hurraahhh!

2008-12-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

This morning we practiced for the Cantata. I pretty much had a hard time finding my pitch since some people in soprano are so... Argh. >____<

Anyways, we were all like looking forward for lunch because we're going to be having our school christmas party! ^___^ I bought 11 gifts for 11 people. :D

Jay Ian - wallet
Enzo - cap
Cheska - piggy
Laureanna - pouch
Danielle - Naruto pencil case
Lloyd - a stress ball and some sort of stringgy thinggy.
Jenny - quote box
Evita - quote box
Nelcy - poster
angel and soulmate - cellphone puches

xD

We had a food fight. hahaha. It was fun but good thing I was able to dodge most of them. Yayy! There were some cool activities were me, cheska and evita won candieeess!!! x3 It's the Scavenger hunt. It was super FUN! <333

Sigh. I have to prepare for tomorrow. I have to go back to La Union again. >____________<

Bye bye.

Twilight Spoof.

2008-12-13T17:42:00.002+08:00

I read this in my friendster bulletins from a friend. x3 It's funny if you can understand it. ((: I also italicized/bold some of the words I liked in that one. ^^,

TWILIGHT - Kanto version.

Kasi pare ganito daw yun. may isa daw babae na hot daw pare. pero maputla siya kasi hindi siya inalagaan ng nanay niya pare. tapos pare emo daw siya kasi nga daw hindi siya mahal ng mundo at para siyang patay na bata na galit sa mundo. tapos pare, lumipat daw siya ng tirahan kasi daw masyado daw siyang emo para sa luma niyang tirahan. sabi niya sa nanay niya "tangina mo nay gusto ko lumipat kay tay". tangina pare hindi nagalit nanay niya. sabi lang ng nanay niya "tangina mo pare wag ka magmura".

so lumipat siya sa tatay niya di ba? pagkarating niya dun sabi niya, "tangina erpat bakit maulan dito?" sabi ng erpat niya "gago "bur" months na! malamig na tangena". so nagtaka yung babaeng simula ngayon ay tatawagin na lang nating "babaeng maputla at emo".

so pumasok siya sa school di ba? binigyan siya ng truck ng tatay niya pare. sabi ng tatay niya "tangina mo sa'yo na tong truck ko". sabi niya "salamat tay".

pagkarating niyang school tsong, may nakita siyang lalaking mukhang bangkay pero pogi. sakto. pogi pero mukhang bangkay. sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "hot pare".

nung chem lab na ni babaeng maputla at emo, natagpuan niyang lab partner niya yung poging bangkay. so nung tinignan siya nung poging bangkay, ang asim ng mukha nito. mukhang nandiri ata kay babaeng maputla at emo.

sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina KA". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina NIYA oh *tumuro sa teacher nila*". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "oo nga noh. TANGINA MO". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo gago bampira ako". tapos naghubad siya ng damit at kumintab ang katawan niya kasi linagyan niya ng glitters ang abs niya kasi tigas siya at ganun na ang mga tigas ngayon na nagpupuntang emba. Puta pare sarap niyang isanla sa pawnshop feeling ko kikita ako ng malupet sa kanya! Isipin mo shining shimering ang gago!

so anyways pare na in love si babaeng maputla at emo kay poging bangkay. si poging bangkay naman sige lang kasi sex din daw yun. so ayun. angshweet shweet nila. parang:

"eow poh... ahihihihi"

"bebe mwahugz,..... ^^, ilabshooo"

so tapos nun nagpunta sila sa damuhan kasi.... alam mo na. tapos sabi ni poging bangkay "ikaw na buhay ko ngayon" sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina mo gago patay ka na". sabi ni poging bangkay "TANGINA KA".

so basically pare yun lang yung mga importanteng nangyari sa buong storya. intense noh? kaya pala nahuhook lahat ng tao.

Depression

2008-12-08T20:11:00.002+08:00

There's always those times where I'd suddenly look in space and think of what I've become. Did I change? Was it a good thing or a bad thing? Will people like the new me or not?

These questions keep on boggling my mind. But there's another question that's the most important.

WHO AM I, REALLY?

Yes. I don't know who I am anymore. I wasn't the person who I knew I used to be. I've become a completely different kid. I was a new person. An alien to myself. There wasn't a thing where I didn't had to question each step I take. I've become always conscious of things. I was never that confident human I used to be. NEVER AGAIN?

To tell you the truth, I am afraid of myself. I'm not sure of what I'll do anymore because the more I've decided on certain things, the more I'm adding problems to someone's life.

Let me list some of my latest mistakes. First and latest, I lost 1000 PhP. Second, I'm failing Math. Third, I keep on sharing my problems with everyone. I'm afraid to tell anyone because I'll lose them. Especially my Mom. I'm so problematic on what to do especially with the money because, who knows what may happen? They'll just get mad at me even more...

I have to go and find the right path now. I need start a new life. And it all have to start NOW.

Tagged! x3

2008-12-08T19:50:00.002+08:00

Clarisse tagged me. ^3^

RULES:

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Carried unto:
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TWILIGHT SURVEEEYYY

2008-12-06T08:32:00.002+08:00

How many times have you watched the Twilight Movie?

` Once. :)

How many times are you planning on seeing the movie?

` Hundreds of times. Hahaha.

Will you buy the movie when it comes out on DVD?

` Yes. Most probably. :)

How long have you been waiting for the movie to come out?

` Months. Since summer, actually.

Did you prefer the Twilight movie or the book?

` The book is better. :)

Who was your favorite character in the movie?

` Edward Cullen [Like DUH who doesn't like this guy?], Bella, Emmett, Alice. ACTUALLY, I like them all. :))

Who was your least favorite character in the movie?

` No one. Though there are those times that I hate Jacob.

Would you have changed any of the actors?

` Nooo. :)

Was there missing from the Twilight movie you wish had been in there?

` Yes. A lot of the scenes in the book were supposed to be in there. :)

What was the best part of the movie?

` When Edward went out of his car in school then opened the door for Bella. Everyone was looking at them. <33

Will you be buying the Twilight movie soundtrack?

` I hope I can or somebody would. :))

Survey. Ask-y ask-y. x3

2008-12-05T19:35:00.002+08:00

STOLEN. x3

1) Do you have a dirty mind?
` Erm. Yes. haha.

2) Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
` I did that. Lots of times.

3) What do you look forward to most in the upcoming months?
` New year. SUMMER.

4) Who are you thinking about right NOW?
` Someone. *blushes*

5) Who is the last male(s) you rode in a car with?
` Uhh. My brother-in-law.

6) Who was the last person to make you laugh? When?
` Him. Him. Him. Them. x3

8) Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35?
` I hope so. o_o *blushes*

9) Last four things you drank:
` water. coke. water. water.

10) Did you wake up happy today?
` Nahh. I felt normal. haha.

11) Do you watch TV or listen to music more?
` listen to music more. x3

12) Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
` gorgeous smile. x3

13) If someone cheated on you, what would you do?
` Kick his @ss and walk away.

14) What month is your birthday in?
` October. Lalala. x3

16) Who sits next to you in chemistry?
` Can that be considered Science? Chemistry's on 3rd year. x3 My seatmates of course. haha.

17) Would you ever get a tattoo?
` Nooo.

18) If you could choose to live without any emotion, would you want to?
` Ahhh. Maybe?

19) Did you sleep at least seven hours last night?
` yes. I think so.

20) Do you think that your name defines who you are?
` Yes.

21) What color eyes do you prefer the opposite gender to have?
` Black. Or brown. Blue and green's sexy though. hahaha.

23) Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
` SUNNYYY. <333

24) Where do you work?
` I work nowhere. haha.

25) Where is the person you like now?
` His family's house. His watching TV! >_<

26) Last person you text messaged?
` Evita. Aling Frita Palaman. hahaha.

27) Who was the last person to call you?
` Err. My uncles.

28) What are you doing right now?
` Being annoyed. Some TG people copied my phrase. hahaha. What losers.

29) Next time you travel out of the country where will it be to?
` Japan. Or Dubai.

30) What color are your eyes?
` Black. I'm having a hard time locating my pupils. haha.

31) Are you allergic to anything?
` Not anything. Only on sea foods. :)

32) Are you dating the last person you kissed?
` Nah.

34) What color is your hair?
` Dark brown.

35) Who knows a secret or two about you?
` Them. x3

36) Did you have a nap today?
` Yes. A loong nap.

37) Whats on your mind?
` Tomorrow. DENTIST! Argh.

38) Where did you get the shirt you're wearing now?
` My sister.

39) Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
` When I was a kid, I told that to my teacher.

40) Where were you 1 hour ago?
` Dining Room.

42) Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
` Yess. -___-

43) Do you think the playboy bunny is trashy?
` No. haha. They look like sl*ts though.

44) Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
` Yes.

46) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
` Alarm clock.

47) If you took a drug test would you pass it?
` Yes. haha. Unless sweets are drugs. o_o

48) Is tomorrow going to be a good night?
` I hope so.

49) Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
` It depends on who's asking it. :)

50) When is the last time you cried?
` The other day? I miss my mom.

Twilight Madness <333

2008-11-29T19:51:00.003+08:00

Today's the day where I finally have watched Twilight. <333

Over all, I say it was fun. I had a great time with my friends though I have a feeling I disappointed them. To tell you the truth, I was so out of place. Even if I was the host of the whole thing, I'm always out of place. I hate this, this, THIS THING!
We bought tickets early and ditched some of our friends who were supposed to come. Like ELJAY and LEOMAR. Sheesh. x3 Then when we were buying popcorn, Euriel showed up.
When we went inside the theater, it was already the ending so I was like whispering, "Let's watch it again until the very end okay? Okay? Okay?" Hahaha.
The movie's so awesome! Some parts from the book were cut and changed though but still... I LOVE IT. :3
I was like shrieking and talking out loud to no one in particular, telling who the characters were. Hahaha. Lara arrived after some time.
They said they were supposed to bring their boyfriends but of course, I said earlier to them no BFs/GFs allowed. Not that I don't like it. It's just that, It's supposed to be friends bonding moment. x_x My conscience kept bugging me.
Then we took lots of pictures and then went to a studio. hahaha.

Honoris Damus

2008-11-28T17:32:00.005+08:00

So yeah. I just arrived from school. :) Today's one great day. Hahaha.
We had half day classes in school because it's card day. The non-honoris were to go home while the honors are going to have the certification on the afternoon. Science B quiz was so effin hard. Darn it. I failed! T^T I was supposed to have almost 16 points or something but I haven't wrote the answers then when we were checking, I was right! Darn.
Most of my grades went down. Argghhh. But on the bright side, I'm still honoris. Hahah. Latin was removed because most students failed it so the paren'ts complained about it. x3 I'll do my best this Third Grading since my Mom's gone. I'll prove to her that I can still have her trust even though I've done a lot of mistakes and that I'll prove that I'm resposible enough to do what I must do.

[my name's spelled wrong! T^T]

After the honoris, my sister went home ahead so I hanged out with my fellow honoris friend in our classroom. We had a chat with our teacher and we were all laughing. Donna's so hyper! x3

One Unexpected Day.

2008-11-26T20:46:00.003+08:00

Today was just like yesterday. Shortened classes in school and then Cantata practice in the morning and afternoon. I don't know what I am to say. My feelings were all jumbled up this whole morning. I was blank then I became happy then annoyed then mad then silent then back to blank. The cycle never stops. It happened since Monday, and I'm hoping it'd stop soon.

During English period, we, Leomar, Lloyd and I, were all eating the candy I asked from Mom which we were sneaking. While we were checking, I opened the candy and didn't bother to look at it properly and just popped it in my mouth. The next thing I knew was that I was eating the paper covering. It was kind of disgusting.

After 3 boring short periods of subjects, me and my friends went to Star Pines to buy snacks. I bought noodles and I quickly ate it because as asoon as we reached the class room, the bell rang. Luckily our teacher came in late. :D

Then Cantata. Geez. I'm losing my voice already. I'm having a hard time reaching the higher notes not to mention that all the songs we're singing are written in high notes for we are sopranos. x_x

Then lunch. hahahaha.

On the afternoon, we watched basketball and Green Team won. :D Yeeyy. hahaha. Then we practiced for Cantata again. T^T

I was walking on the street going to our home when my brother-in-law and sister drove by and I hitched a ride. Hahaha. We fetched our Mom and then we went back to the city and ate dinner. :D Sushi to be exact. Ugh. I ate a lot of raw stuff. x]]

So yeah. This week, I kept on craving for sushi and now I've had it. :D

My Mom's going to go to Dubai tomorrow already. She gave me additional 500 pesos for this week. So in total, I'm probably about to spend 1,100 pesos. :D

So yeah... I guess that's it for now. :)

Love. ♥

2008-11-25T18:54:00.002+08:00

[Edward and Bella]

OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG!
Tomorrow's the showing of Twilight here in the Philippines!
I can't wait! <333

Ahh! My Twilight addiction is back again! So awesome!!! x_x

In School.

2008-11-22T09:07:00.002+08:00

I'm bored and I really don't have anything to do which is reproductive so hereI am. BLOGGING.
Beside me is my retsis in school, Laureanna, drooling over pictures of Nick Jonas. And my other retsis searching BARRACK OBAMA. o_o

So the whole net class, we justsearched for body systems. Hahaha.

I'm having a hard time typing in this keyboard of the school's computer. x_x

Anyways, so yesterday, I was really annoyed at my mom. She never stopped on playing her music in her new phone andthen she keeps on like, bragging it or something. Sheesh. And she even said I'm jealous. What a mother. x

Today's schedule is so hectic. After this internet class, I have to go to my piano class whichreminds me that I still haven't mastered the ending of my peiiicceee. Myteacher's gonna kill me. I hope not. xD

Then after piano, I have to go to the darn dentist. Sheesh. And my phone right now is low on battery... T^T

That's all for now I guess. :)

Bye. hahaha.

random survey

2008-11-20T20:27:00.006+08:00

Random Survey

1. It's 10pm. Who are you texting?

→ Friends.

2. If it's Sunday afternoon, where are you usually?

→ At home, chilling out.

3. Who are the last four people to send you a text message?

→ Herzchelle, Laur [retsis!], Francheska, Karl. xD

4. What brand of shampoo is in your shower right now?

→ Clear.

5. Honestly, if you could have ANYONE in the world, who would it be?

→ Edward Cullen. x3

6. What are you listening to?

→ music. :P

7. Your Birthday wish list consists of:

→ an iPod, a new phone, a laptop, a box of ferrari rocher, new pair of shoes, decent parents.

8. Your ex just asked you out and you say..

→ [iDontHaveOne]

9. You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?

→ The Department Store.

10. How do you feel about your hair?

→ Annoyed.

11. What time do you wake up?

→ around 5:00 am on school days but 8:00 am on weekends.

12. What movie is in your DVD player?

→ It's not a movie actually.

13. Last two numbers in your mobile number?

→ 46.

14. Who calls you by a nickname?

→ Some of my friends.

15. What side of the bed do you sleep on?

→ Left side.

16. Favorite T.V. shows?

→ Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill and random cartoons//ANIME. <33

17 Your last e-mail was from?

→ friendster.

18. Favorite Beverage?

→ Water.

19. When's the next time you'll kiss again?

→ Never.

20. What do your pants look like?

→ It looks normal.

21. Are you tired?

→ Yes.

22. Would you kiss the cook of today's lunch

→ NO.

23. Laugh much?

→ Used to.

24. What are your plans for SUNDAY?

→ Nothing in particular.

25. What is the dumbest thing you have ever done with your cellphone?

→ Fight with someone.

26. Favorite sit down restaurant?

→ None.

27. What do you want to be when you grow up?

→ Probably a chef somewhere in America. Or a famous writer.

28. The most exciting thing you've done this week?

→ None. :|

29. When was the last time you were up all night?

→ The other night.

30. Where are your favorite places?

→ My room.

31. Do you ever think about the price of gasoline?

→ No.

32. What is the best thing about winter?

→ You can throw snow balls at people.

33. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

→ Rarely. I'm tactless most of the time.

34. Are you currently planning a trip?

→ Yes.

35. Who was the last person you read something out loud to?

→ The whole class?

36. Last time you forced yourself to do something?

→ Today.

37. Who's your number one on your top friends in MySpace?

→ McFly. :3

38. What makes you feel like you are young again?

→ Computer. Actually, I'm still young.

39. What's on your mind right now?

→ My excuse letter!!!!!

40. Do you want to take something back that happened in the last week?

→ Yes.

One of the worst days... EVER.

2008-11-18T19:25:00.002+08:00

As I was on my way home this afternoon, I noticed the sky. It was so pretty and majestic. Yet, it looked so sad. The color of the sky were of blue and on the other side then orange-y that of the sunset on the other.

The clouds above me were of blue, reflecting the color of the sky on the other side. I was about to take a picture of it when my phone suddenly turned off due to low battery. It looked way better compared to the image above.

They looked like flavored cotton candies. They were so pretty.

---

Today was just another day like any bad day I've wasted my life on. I was so happy during the morning. EARLY morning then depressed to mad until the afternoon. I was so happy I'm already done with my homeworks. Only that I'm worried Franz would forget to bring back my homework in Social Science which he "borrowed" -- copied.

During our break, Eljay blurted out to a friend of mine that letting other people sign in their journal's still not allowed. I shot back that it's already okay because people already writes on it. Then he said something I forgot then added, "Bobo. (stupid)" I was really annoyed that I said "Pano ako magiging bobo kung ganun lang pala? (Will I become stupid if it's only like that?)"

After that, I was in a bad mood. Well, it wasn't probably that obvious. I still laughed anyway. There were those times too when Jeanerette would like do something that would annoy me or somethng that I really want to hit him but I can't. We made a deal that if I touched him, he's my crush, if he touched me, I'm his crush -- which would be quite impossible, of course. I was able to resist but there were those times that I'd accidentally touch him and he the same and we'll keep on making excuses. hahaha. xD Well it IS TRULLY AN ACCIDENT! Then the deal was off in the afternoon. :P

During Lunch, me and my soulmate spent time with our angel together with our angel's friends and their soulmates. Lol. It was quite fun actually. Good thing those ditchers Euriel, Princess and Jay Ian didn't invite me to go have lunch. I blame it all on Jerold. I was all like asking if they're gonna eat and then Jerold popped out from nowhere then said, "Hindi. Kasama ko sila bibili ng cake. (No, they're joining me to buy cake.)" I was taken aback because, like, HELLO? What he said was quite harsh, not to mention that his tone is so mean.

The whole afternoon passed by. I was still annoyed. Oh and I heared a really disgusting news. Uuugh. I really want to share it but it's so X-rated. Eljay really influenced Jeanerette badly. I feel sorry for both of them. tsk tsk tsk.

Anyways. That's all for now, I guess. :)

Bye!

Tag: 8 Things.

2008-11-17T21:39:00.002+08:00

Clarisse Tagged Me.

Here are the rules:
1 - Each player starts with eight random fact/habits about themselves.
2 - People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
3 - At the end of your blog post, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their name.
4 - Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged and to read your blog.

Here are my 8 things about me:

1. I tend to have mood swings. Yes, I'm moody. I'm mostly happy and bouncy but when something strikes, I get depressed.

2. I love Twilight. I even influenced all my friends to read it 'cause they can't relate to what I'm talking about. <33

3. I can fake laugh that sounds so real. Yeah, weird. x3

4. I used to play with toy cars. :))

5. I'm an amateur pianist. I suck. hahaha.

6. Fun before work is what I do. xD

7. I kill ants. >:)

8. I ~~hate~~ phones.

I'm taggging:
1. Jeanette
2. Kai
3. Kyra
4. Ate Kris
5. Ate Marzzy
6. Ate Nadz
7. Ate Mina
8. Ate Sarah

2008-11-08T16:51:00.003+08:00

(The musical piece I'm playing for recitals. ^__^)

---

I'm not sure if I am to say that I'm really lucky or not.

You see, my life has been full of dramas -- yet again -- even though I'm supposed to have these fun break.

I got my hair straight again though I think it's becoming wavy. But who cares? At least I got my hair fixed. haha!

Then when me and my mom went out last Wednesday, I lost my phone. -__-

Then Thursday, we went to La Union to fix our passports but the guards there said we'll go back on November 20. Darn.

And I'm having piano tutorials since yesterday... I'm getting good at it. hahaha. Listen to my piece with the music video above.

Anyways, that's all I have to say for now... I think. x]]

2008-10-30T16:44:00.003+08:00

These past days I've been so beaten up. Survival camp wasn't as easy as I though it'd would be. We had to sleep on our tents where our back is painful due to the ground. You had to work in order to get something. Like taking a bath. We had to look for a decent house just so we can take a bath and we even had to use the well. -_- Cooking was a hassle, good thing I don't know how to cook. Bah! Then, we had to clean our own plates and get water with a pale! Ugh. I can still remember our bratty batchmate who's all like she has allergies in here, allergies in there and then she complains on how we washed this, how we did that... Uuughhh.

It's good to be back. I had a really tough time and thankfully, the last day, today is my birthday! :))

Anyways... I need to rest. -__-

2008-10-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

There will always be that time when you'll have to choose who you want to be. You can either join the good side or the bad side. Think carefully for you will surely regret if you will make your wrong decision now.

---

Ever since my dad started to bring me to school, I've already been almost late all the time. He's so slow when it comes to moving around. And he even takes his time cleaning our car. Sheesh. Well, I can't do anything about that. He's old after all. x]]

Since last Thursday, I've noticed that I always slept at exactly 12:30 am and wake up at 5:30 am. It's kinda weird. I don't know what's keeping me up so late these days. My room's still so messy and I'm now supposed to continue cleaning it but here I am blogging again.

I was sorta kinda having fun during our computer subject. x]] I was surfing websites which I like and that the internet in school could access. After some time that morning, Leomar told me that Chelsea was looking here at my blog again. Okay. I'm totally not being tactful again in here but seriously, it's getting more and more annoying. I mean, what gave her the right to go and pry in on what I'm typing? Is she snooping or something? And so I just let it go. When I was already bored, I signed in and changed my blog url and shared it to my few trusted classmates and friends. Lol. x]]

This whole week, I've noticed that my life has been a complete wreck. I'm so problematic nowadays. I think about this and that. Argh. Talk about cramming and stuff. Not to mention that exams are next week. Then it'll be survival camp on the next week after that.

I haven't finished my Earth Science module yet. Ahhh!!! Damn it. I'm so sleepy. But whatever. Hahaha. xD I still can't forget blue's song thingy... "Always look on the bright side of life.." Oh, and I have to download the video I wanted so badly so yeahh... Then I'll do the script this weekend na. Whoaaaaa. Brain overload.

2008-10-05T20:14:00.004+08:00

In order to create a perfectly shaped jar, the potter crafts the clay with much care and expertise.
We are the potter, our life is our jar; You decide on how it will turn out after crafting it.

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This week has been majorly weird. Freaky. And another of the quite bad weeks I've ever lived with. A lot of things in my life is quite what I'd hate to call as "Drama" right now. And I know, people can use all of these things I'm blogging right now against me.

Before I go to what happened this past days, I'd like to point out to someone [Of that, I'm sure you know who you are. ] that in my post on September 14, 2008. I didn't exactly said nor typed that I STILL LIKE Jeanerette Lloyd Limet. I'll even quote that one particular sentence for you.

"
Could it be that I like my darn seatmate?
"

Obviously, I said "Could it be" in my question. Meaning, maybe just maybe I still like him. But that doesn't mean I actually do still like him. To tell you the truth now, I really really really don't care and I really really obviously don't like him at all. That was just BEFORE. So just to make things clear to everyone, I don't like Lloyd and as much as possible, I am keeping my distance away from him. And I wouldn't even think of having a boyfriend right now because it would only affect my studies and my parents would look down on me. I am obviously prioritizing my school, friends and family than have such stupid relationships that would make me go emo-emo-cry-all over- the-place.

Soo... Yeah, I hope we're now all good because I'm having the feeling that I'm becoming a "Gossip Girl". hahaha. Talk about 'feeling'. x]]

Almost everyone of my classmates knows this blog of mine. And as stated earlier, I am quite afraid of what would happen to me if people would use this against me. I am very sorry for all the stuff I've mentioned if ever it hurt your feelings but I also ask for your understanding because for your information, this blog is actually my diary and I'm not embarrassed to tell the whole effin world how I feel and what I think on certain things.

Respect me, I'll also respect you. :]]

[I'm using code names in the following paragraphs...]

Last Friday was not just any of the ordinary school day I've ever lived. We had a program which went on for the whole day which has different activities like quiz bees, human word factory, rubik's cube competition, and others. But of course, I didn't join any of the activities at all. For some reason, I don't like joining competitions yet.

I was just actually playing with my gameboy advance SP the whole day. And well, laughing. To tell you, I actually kept on laughing!!! Hahaha. I was like some kind of a weird alien who laughs a lot.

During the morning, we were to assemble in the school first so I went straight into my Study Hall. Tin-man, Pen-addict, Egg-head, Fatter, Kulet, and the others were in there. I was the first girl from the class to arrive. :P And I was wearing my team shirt, luckily, I had an extra clothing just in case. Hahaha.

Fast forward.

We were in FGB Hall. My class is just beside Technologists when we sat on the floor. Crushable was at my back and I was like all giggley. hahaha. xD I doodled poop using Tin-man's pentel pen. Then I watched Egg-head do his rubik's cube thingamabob. The MCs said some jokes which I say is somehow corny in my point of view. (Example : "Why did the ballpen join the air force? Because it wanted to be a pilot!") Then after that, we went straight to the activities that of which I hadn't paid any attention to at all.

There were intermissions too. One of the teachers told us to go take up the space on the other side so we went there. I was so shocked, or so just a little bit when you-know-her said "hi" to me then aftersometime, leaned on my back. It was a little bit of a nightmare.

The best part of the GMM program was the 1 vs. 40!! Hhahaa. It was a bit annoying though when the questions were pretty much easy then the 40 people said the wrong answer! EEEESSSSHHH.

At around 4:05 pm, we all went back to the school. I was laughing hardcore again. hahaha. Making fun of people and stuffs. x]]

So I guess that's it for now. :]] I'm sorry that I'm really useless. hahaha. I will try my best to pay more attention to everything done in school!!! x]]

By the way,

I LOVE YOU EDWARD CULLEN!!!! <333

2008-09-29T18:11:00.002+08:00

It's been quite a long time now since I've last posted and I've missed out on a lot of special events that are supposedly posted and said. Like, for example. I am one of the Top Performing students in our class. :) It was really awesome hahaha. Then, I'm improving on my piano recital piece, I just need a stupid real piano organ here at home so that I can practice more.

Anyways so me and my family went to Manila at around 4:00 am on September 27, 2008. I got the back seat all to myself when we sat in the van. And I finished my two triple A batteries while I slept with my mp3 on.

We went to MOA to shop and do stuff the whole day while we waited for Dad's arrival which was supposedly at 1:00 pm that day but moved to 5:00 pm. We ate lunch in an Indian themed restaurant and in my opinion, their chicken is so dry. We observed that a lot of people wore red that day. Like my nephew, my brother-in-law and some random strangers and a band. Hahaha. I should have brought my camera to take a picture of them!

I bought 2 books in National Bookstore after that. Gahd, the NB in MOA is incomplete compared to here in Baguio. I had a hard time looking for those books I saw here. So I bought Shakespeare's "A Midnight Summer's Dream" and to my huge utter disappointment, "Notorious" the second book to the "It Girl" Series. Why was I disappointed? Well, to tell you... I bought that book before! And I was supposed to buy "Reckless"!!

After buying them, I went out and Mom said that my grandfather died. It was 1:00 pm then. It was really sad. I know I'm supposed to feel more than that but I just don't know... I'm not that close with my father side at all and I'm not looking back at those memories. If only I got closer with them. Then the fee for the payment for lolo is around 100,000 + Php. How arrogant are my aunts and uncles! They don't know how much we're going through. All they ever care about is to spend money on awesome stuff and brag it to the whole baranggay. Ugh.

We fetched our Dad after quarter to five o'clock. He was there, all happy. He bought an x-box 360 and gave it to my brother! Eeesssh. But we'll get a Wii, or so that's what my father said.

Yesterday, September 28, 2008, was the birthday of my brother. My OTHER brother. We shopped in Duty Free the whole morning. My nephew and neice even danced when we ate snacks. hahah. I got it on camera and I'll try to upload it as soon as I can. We went back to MOA to eat and celebrate his birthday. Burgoo was such an awesome place. They like have crayons and we can doodle and stuff on the paper table cover. :D I took pictures of some of our doodles. hahaha. When my brother went to the comfort room, the staff prepared the cake and all their music gears. Then when my brother came back, they surprised him and we were all like whoaaa. hahaha. They got their birthday song out of the "Chokolate"...

So that's enough expeditions for a while.

Life's bittersweet.

E♥B forever.
Twilight! xD

2008-09-14T19:35:00.003+08:00

"I'm left behind."

There are those times when I'd just sit down and let my mind go back to the past. It's like I want time to stop and that I could rewind those fun moments I've had with my friends. Come to think of it, I rarely have those daily doses of laughter anymore. It's like twice or thrice a week do I laugh truly compared to before, everyday, I'm laughing. Smiling like there's no sadness in my life.

Or maybe I'm just not used to this high school life yet. Maybe I'm still on the adapting stage. Maybe I should just try and get used to it. Maybe... Just maybe... I'll be happy as I was before.

This past few weeks have been really tiring. Not to mention that Ribbon Girl is out there targeting Lloyd. Aww. Everytime she goes online, all she ever talks about in her status is about him. [Example : "Hulaan niyo sino kasama ko kanina?! :) Si LLOYD!!! Ang saya kanina sa SM. Nagvideoke kami. Ang ganda daw ng boses ko!... :) And sweet pa niya!!!" ]

Okay, so maybe I'm just over-reacting... Or maybe not. *shrugs* I don't know... I'm just annoyed for some reason I can't tell.

Anyways... I'm so not in the mood to type. This week has been a really bad week for me. It's like hell.

Except for some parts and the piano parts. x]]

2008-08-30T20:42:00.003+08:00

"It takes time for a person to perfect one's talent."

Yesterday was an annoyingly fun day. I came to school early as usual, it was only me and Ian that time. He asked what assignments do we have then I said Filipino only then he was like "What Filipino?" so I had to remind him about the Ibong Adarna thingy so he borrowed the book I brought... Then about 4 of my guy classmates arrived so we were like crowding over in Ian's desk. hahaha.

Fast forwarding to the part where all of us were already at the study hall, I was laughing like crazy. And that time, Franz and Lloyd were sharing pictures of Lloyd's "cousin" or actually, his second-year girlfriend... I mean, EX-girlfriend.

I felt my cellphone vibrate so i took a peek on it. My seatmate, Lloyd texted me but I didn't know it was him at first because I deleted his number since it was useless. Hahaha. Isn't it weird? Texting each other when we're like, so close... Oh, and he typed 'jello' instead of 'jelly' which is my term for jealousy. Ohh the harshness of life, my own words used against me!

Lloyd: Alam q kung bket k tumtwa,dndaan mu s tw ung 'jello' mu dun s x q pero wag kng mglit ha, ndi q nan cnsadya eh.
Lloyd: Sory ha,
[I asked Charles and Xajja about the 'unknown' number then Charles said it was Lloyd then he kept on talking out loud..]
Me: Huh? Bka naman wrong number sinend mu...
Me: Bkt naman aq magje-jelly?
Lloyd: twa na lng dn aq
Lloyd: Epal nan ung nsa likod mu
Me: hahaha.
Lloyd: hehehe.
Lloyd: Wag mu n idny
Me: na?
Lloyd: Prng nssktn kita.
Me: Bkt ako masasaktan?

Then he didn't replied after that... Danielle gave me her green balloon and then a teacher told us that Sir Ronald was absent and we were like, "Oh Yeeeeaaahhh!" So the beadle told us that we'll just nominate for the actresses and actors for our play which I told in my past entry.

I got so bored I got the balloon and played with Charles and Euriel. We called the game, "volley balloon" hahaha. xD You know.. Volleyball.

Then Lloyd texted me again which I hadn't noticed back then. wahaha. He's so weirrddd!!! I mean, I don't know...

At around 3:00 pm, we had the awarding ceremony for the past contests. xD I was pissed off because ahem.. Chelsea was at my front and she keeps on looking at the back when THEY EVEN TOLD ME TO SIT BEHIND THEM! Eeesh. That whole 2 hours, I was in a state of bad mood. Then Jasper suddenly made cheering. We were laughing. He was a total comedian. hahaha. xD

Then dismissal, I went home with Herzchelle and Christina. While we were still near our school, Karl and Micheal teased Herzchelle then I suddenly looked at her shoes and laughed and blurted out: "Si Herzchelle naka-crocs!" Then we all laughed. hahaha. xD

We were all red back then. Hahaha. It was so fun.. :]]

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Nothing much happened today.

Execpt for the fact that I'm signed up for the Recitals next year in piano with Justine. :D Yeyy. ahahah. I'm now having a problem with what piece to play... I even lied to my teacher that I'll be going to the province on Monday which isn't true at all. xD

I guess those are my updates. weeee.

My piano addictism is back againnn!!!

2008-08-28T19:43:00.003+08:00

I should've posted yesterday when it was like, on of the best days I've ever lived.

Reasons:

• I had so much fun laughing with my friends while we were walking down Session Road.
• Exams were finally over.
• I had the whole afternoon to have leisure.
• And i was alone at home, cooking pancakes. xD

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Today was my happy day. WAS. Or well, maybe it really is my happy day today since I kept on laughing like a retarded person of some sort the whole day especially the afternoon. hahaha.

I haven't checked my grades yet on the other subjects but I hope I'll pass. I already have Integrated Science as a failing subject and I'm sure also in Earth Science. My gahhd. I don't want to even tell my Mom about MY EXAMS. Which is obviously optional. I can either tell her about it or not and I choose the latter. The only exams I ever passed this quarter is Filipino. gEEZ. I miss my old exams. hAHAH. I passed all. xD Well, except for Math, I didn't get our lessons during the First Quarter. xD

THIS IS NOT THE LIFFEEE. Hahaha.

But let's look at the bright side. :]] I got the position of Technical Director for our stage play of the "Ibong Adarna". Kendrick is the other Tech. Director. hahaha. He's so unfair. He'd just burn the music into a CD while I do all the downloading! unfaiirrr. xD

Oh, well. Better luck next time. xD I'm so gonna be a geek!!! hahah

random thoughts

2008-08-21T19:55:00.012+08:00

Still no classes today but tomorrow there will be..
Sigh, I'm having problems... I can't concentrate with my studies...
This will probably my last update for the week.
I'm going to resist this temptation okay.
Let me review. hahaha.
I don't wanna flunk.

My Mom's gonna kill me!!!

[Live.Laugh.Love]

This is the life.
You can only live once so you should take the best out of it. :]]

[Teenage Love Affair]

It's normal. Every teenager has it. Or well, almost everyone.
Excluding me.
I'm confused on who I like so I don't want to care anymore...

[Freaking Insanity]

I'm born this way so it's either you take it or leave it.
hahaha.
So if you want to be friends with me, you better keep the insanity. :]]

[Twilight Madness]

It never stops... It just continues to spread all over the world.
But there will always be those girls who will never like him as much as I do. <333

Sports Fest!

2008-08-20T20:18:00.010+08:00

5 am outside the school. :]]

My friends.

The Quasar. xD

Yeah. We won 1st Runner Up! :]]

Manang Sea with the awards!

[left] The egg and domino of black team.
[right] Manang Sonya and Me. :]] Still with the paint.

[Monday.]

Our team leaders told us to be at school as early as 5 am so I woke up at around 3:50 am just so I could prepare. I forgot to include breakfast in my time. hahaha. Then when I arrived in school, it still wasn't open and then at around 6 am, Sir Am-Una told us that we were so early. Hahaha. Then our Team Leaders were the late ones. xD

I was quite nervous but I still took some pics. Hahah. My family's busy as always so no one came to watch our Sports Fest. Sigh.

It was really fun actually. When the center piece gave balloons and stuff, my hands were like moving and I felt the urge to stand and jump to take a balloon but of course I have to stop eet or else I'll put my team in shame.

I committed a lot of mistakes on all cheers. Darn it. But it was still enjoyable. We won first runner up, got the Alumni's Choice and Best Booth Awards. :]] Our Ms. Sportsfest got the Ms. Friendly award on the contest. hahaha.

I can't tell you much now. ahaha. My hands numb.

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Yesterday, it was like our school day-off. Thankfully. So I had the chance to review for ample time. And I still don't get our Integ. Science subject. It's like, our first exam and it's so nosebleed! I'm gonna die.

Then I was saved by the typhoon. :]] Hahaha. We have no classes today. Weeee. Then I kept on sending group messages in my cellphone. I say, it's all Derik's fault. He started it all. Then my old friend, Arnel, is becoming an evil guy. Saying "Bitch" to Iris and saying stuffs I don't know and won't tell to my friends. hahaha.

What elsse?

I dunno. I forgott everything. I'm having amnesia again. T^T

Oh, well. Enjoy the pictures!!! hahahaha.

I'm so sorry for the little information.

Anti-Emo Society.

2008-08-17T20:15:00.004+08:00

"The Pen is mightier than the sword...
So let's kill Emos using Pens!"

- Leomar [my classmate]

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I'm now officially a supporter of all anti-emo people. :]] Hahaha. It all started when I found out that my friend, Carl Mark cut himself thanks to Stacey who told me that. I don't know but a sudden range of annoyance, disgusted-ness and anger surged through me. I mean, why won't emos commit fast suicide like jumping on a sea full of sharks instead of those damn slow suicides like cutting their wrists! Just because life's hard doesn't mean they should cut their damn wrists. Sheesh. It's all that girl's fault. She's the start of those emo in their school. If only she knew what real emo's are. Sheesh. It doesn't mean that just because you're emo, you have to cut your wrists! Damn it. i HATE YOU BREZLIN. Go die in hell.

So now, this is my very first time to curse a lot in my blog. Hahaha.

Then I made my status in YM: "I support anti-emos" and Leomar saw it. We had one short conversation which went like this:

Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: you support me!
chelsi_: hahah. xD
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: brave cause!
chelsi_: Hahah. :]]
chelsi_: So like, there are now 2 anti-emo in our class? x
chelsi_: *xD
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: yay
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: 1 in every 20 geologists is an anti emo
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: XD
chelsi_: Ahaha. xD I'm so gonna make a banner of this. xD Lol
chelsi_: Rofl. :]]
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: we should have a motto!
chelsi_: Hm... Yeah. But it's hard thinking of one. My mind's blank. xD
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: I thought of a random, stupid one
chelsi_: Oh, really? What is it then? :]]
chelsi_: Oh, tell me na lang. :]] I'll brb
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: The pen is mightier than the sword, so let's kill emos with pens
chelsi_: Hahaha. :]] Cool.!
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: *laughing smiley*
chelsi_: I'll try to make one then. haha. :]]
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: *laughing smiley*
chelsi_: See you tomorrow. Go green!! xD
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: yeah
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: go yellow!
Leomar Jose Doctolero Jr.: sister team XD
chelsi_: Hahah. Thanks. ^__^

So yeah.. :]] I'll make one cool banner! hahaha. Well, until I fix my photoshop problem. It won't start up!! Sheesh.

Anyways, I'm still up and about and I'm sure I'll have a hard time waking up tomorrow. T^T We have to be in school 5:00 am sharp. Sighh. Then my camera's in tip-top picture ready. :]] Vanity will strike againn. Mwahahaha.

It's kinda sad though. My family won't come and my friends can't go either. Sighh. What a Bummer.

Oh well.. xD Gotta go! :]]

Practice makes Perfect. <3

2008-08-15T19:19:00.005+08:00

"To take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why"
Jordin Sparks

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The song, "One Step at a Time" since to have been stuck in my head right now. Jordin Sparks, really can get people sing along with her music since it's smooth and meaningful. Well, according to my understanding, it's about having the patience to wait for your dreams to happen. But of course, it's not my just dreaming of it. It's acting on it because there comes the time when your luck would put you in prosperity and achieve your goal. :]]

Soo... Yeah. I don't know. :]] Hahaha. My family won't come to watch my darn cheering competition again. Sigh. I just wish they could see what I'm doing in school. If only they knew... That's probably the reason why I'm so different when I'm in school and at home. I'm patient and -- according to my friends -- friendly. But at home, I'm soo pessimistic. Sheesh.

When we were practicing for the entertainment cheer, the manang beside me who just so happens to be a black team member told me "Go, Ading!" hahah. xD Then when we were posing, Enos clapped my hand! xD It's just so weird that he was actually talking to me. I mean, seriously... He was so mean before! >_< I'm so sad. I'll miss the hyper-ness ever of the Yellow Manangs, Manongs and batchmates. Especially the 3rd years. They'll be seniors so they wouldn't be able to join us anymore for next year's YDT. T^T . I love the Entertainment Cheer. It's so cute and bibo. xD hahaha. It's very Manang Kate-like. :]] I hope that my batchmates would behave tomorrow. Though since I'm saying this I think it'll be the opposite. I'm unlucky!! xD But anyways, I just hope that we'll cooperate tomorrow so that we can have unity and peace and order and love... xD hahaha.

Let's do our best on Monday! :]]

Go Yellooww!!!

Thursday is Equal to Loads of Fun.

2008-08-14T20:07:00.004+08:00

This morning, I wasn't in a hurry for like the first time in a hundred years. Though I've got to admit, I had a stomach ache then I didn't eat breakfast. I was not even hungry the whole day.

As soon as I arrived in front of the gym, Manang Sonya saw me and hugged me tightly. I even think Manong Harvee was like making an oblivious expression of some sort. Then I went up the stairs and just stood there. I saw Herzchelle arrive then I saw Eljay holding a short envelope then I remembered that I haven't bought one so I went with Herzchelle and saw Issrah on the way.

For the whole day we practiced the Grand Cheer and Entertainment Cheer. I commited some mistakes when I cheered but I corrected it immediately. Then I'm the first one to walk while doing the formation and I'm beside those senior people.

During lunch, I bought a big Nova chips and Pepsi. I usually eat 2-3 pack of Nova chips but today, I didn't even eat the other half of it! Sigh. Then when I was like with Nelcy we were talking about stuffs then we suddenly came into talking about Jeanerette.

I told her that I'm annoyed at him and I don't even know the reason why I'm so affected that Chelsea's kind of using him as a replacement and he knows it AND he likes Alisha. I mean, seriously, what's the connection of me to their relationship? Have I already told you about the confessions? I think I did. But oh well...

Then we suddenly saw him on the other side of the gym sitting beside Alisha. I was so hyper back then since I just learned how to do the eletricfan-like paper origami. Then I started to ask for a camera to take pic of them but no one does.

Ugh. I hate infatuation. He's not even my crush! Or well, maybe he was. But no! I don't want him to be my crush. Like ew. He has a girlfriend and I think their bond is getting weaker by the day.

I'm bankrupt. I have no money! Like oh my God, Mom gave me 1000 Php for the whole week and people keep on borrowing money but won't pay me back. Such liars. And to top it off, I think one of them is already lying. She keeps on saying she lost 400, 100, 300, 700. Psh. Yeah, right!

I played with my GBA the whole break. Then Eljay and Manang took some pictures with me and stuffs. xD haha.

During our Dry Run for over-all cheer, I commited some mistakes again. But during the E.C., it was so fun! We made a lot of people smile and I can see some of the groups looking at us! xD

We won 2nd place for the Cheer # 3, 5th place for Cheer # 2, 2nd place again for Cheer # 1 and 1st place for Entertainment Cheer. xD

I can't forget the part where we have to point Manong Sato for the Purple team since we called them the Barney team. xD

Today is really fun! :]]

I just got my team tee. And we like, have the biggest logo. xD

I love you yellow! \m/

PS. The Video above is by nigahiga about Violence. :]]

2008-08-12T22:43:00.002+08:00

I'm definitely addicted with those cute food doodles. :]]

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So, yeah. Another layout, song, new post. Like, ever! xD
I'm starting anew again. Though I won't change my other posts.
And since my old contacts won't update, I'm now telling them to please say something in my tag board so I can re-link you. :]]

I've been really busy this past months. Integrated Science and Earth Science are like, the nose-bleed subjects here in my school. I'm still on the adapting stage right now so hopefully, I'll be having a great time as time passes by. Actually, I thought I'll never pass Earth Science but then I actually am on the top 4 in our class on the CS. :]] It's so cool! And, I thought during our graded recitation, I couldn't answer but I actually did!!! Yayyy!!! Then in Integrated, I guess I'm catching up with the lessons. ^__^

Last weekend, I had flu and luckily my teacher had to cancel our piano practice. I was like, on my bed the whole day playing my GBA. Which reminds me... I actually influenced my classmates or something! Even Manang Sonya. xD Hahaha. :]] Though I was so annoyed when they keep on borrowing it and I never had the chance to play eet!

Then yesterday and today, I'm so pissed at Chelsea and Jeanerette. All they ever do is like "GF/BF" stuffs. Especially Jeanerette! Ugh. My gaawwsshh!! I actually ignored him -- not completely but at least -- the whole afternoon. Hhaha. To top it off, they made Alisha cry and then they're joining me in their stupid, stupid mischief! Ugh.

I just finished doing my Math scoresheet and English assignment. :]] Our exams was moved to August 20 or something. xD Then our sports fest would be next week! Ugh. Major body aches. Oh, I almost forgot to do the Filipino slogan thingyy!! I'll do it later morning.. ahahah. Okay, so I'm talking random already.

My Mom went to Ilocos then they're going to Manila tomorrow I think and do stuffs and say goodbye to Aunt Medy and Kuya James. xD

What else? I guess that's all at the moment. :]]

Byee!!

2008-07-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

Last weekend, my 2 day vacation wasn't that much of what you would call as fun and great. I was living in hell at night during Saturday and because of my over crying, my eyes were puffy the next day which was my Mom's birthday.

The whole week, I hadn't had any chance to be friends -- again -- with my cousin from UK, James. And to tell you, he's hiphop and he wears his sweater in a manner that the other side is like hanging of some sort on his right shoulder. Bahahha.

Today was just like any ordinary day I've ever lived. I was unlucky but quite serious during the morning then I became hyper all of a sudden the afternoon. I got an additional 5 points in our element Symbo game in integrated science. Then after lunch, we went straight to Athletic Bowl. We got the last place in the cheering thingy. Sigh. But I hope we'll win tomorrow since it'll be the 2nd and 3rd cheer we'll do. Bahahaha!

When we were going back from A.B., we were all feeling hot and sweaty. Out from my mind, I blurted out: "Do fishes sweat?" and then we all bursted out into laughter. Bahahaha!

I bought new shoes today since I met my family in SM. I also discovered that this is my 2nd year of being known for the first time as 'mataray' but when my friends talked to me, they were shocked that I'm totally different from what they thought I was. xD

Whaaattt eeeelllsseee?

Oh, my brother refomatted my PC. And, my speakers won't be of any use at the moment. Darrrnnn!!!

Bahahha.

Okay. xoxo.

2008-07-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

"I can't live in a world where you don't exist."

I'm getting all hyped up for Twilight again. Blame that Bookstore, they ran out of stock for Eclipse when I was already like, drooling to buy that book!

Today was just any ordinary day. I'm still unlucky, just as what Stacey said 'Life is cruel'. Maybe that motto only applied to me. Not all of the peopl have too many unlucky moments in just a day, y'know. [points on my entry below]

I made doodles of mouth expressions to put over my mouth when I feel like doing so. There was a time this day that I drew the geeky expression and I so faved it using and showing it to my seatmates. Mwahaha.

Then during our Integrated Science, we were talking about Thermal something whatever and then Euriel suddenly called our attention and said, "Pag nasa north pole, magiging ganito itsura natin," then he pushed his hands on his face. "Pag sa Manila, mage-expand mukha natin." Then he stretched his cheeks. We all roared *silently* on our chairs. hahah.

During our dismissal, Stacey went to buy burgers when I arrived. I was so shocked when I was already crossing the street to see MYKEE and MARK. Like, OMIGASH. And then me and Mykee were like, staring and then avoiding each other. So to break off the awkward situation, I talked to Mark congratulating him for being a president in his class. He giggled and then he nudged Mykee passing the message to Mykee when it was supposed to be his!!! Sheessh.

It's kinda sad though. We never talked. T^T

I was supposed to treat Jesse and Teejay when they suddenly disappeared from nowhere. Hahaha.

Oh, well. I guess I should prepare for my hectic schedule again.

TOO. MUCH. HOMEWORK.

2008-07-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

It'd probably be best if I'd stay away.

Okay. So like, I'm thinking of becoming all emo again. Ah! What's wrong with me today? Am I being unlucky?

I was hoping there would be no classes today but I was wrong. But to tell you, there shouldn't have been any classes! The wind was strong and it rained cats and dogs.

When I arrived inside our study hall, Jeanerette was all like, "Woohoo! I beat you! I arrived here in school earlier than you." But I ignored him on that part. After sometime he asked if he could borrow my cellphone then he texted someone. He returned it to me and forgot to erase his message in the Sent Items so I was like, "Bahahaa. I can read what you wrote." I was so shocked to find out what he TYPED.

"Bhe, loyd 2.bka ppunta aq jan s patriotic kung ndi uulan ha, sna, cguro, bka.

Lots love"

Well, fine. I've got to admit he's sort of my 'crush' though I still have a thing for Mykee. But that message didn't even sent any pang of jealousy through me. I was like even crazier and kept on teasing him though I promised to keep my mouth shut. Which, I DID.

Surprisingly, I was talking in English nonstop the whole morning. Ahh! Oh, after the message thingy? We both didn't talk for the whole morning except for some important stuffs.

Most of the subjects came pretty much fine. I beat Jeanerette by one point during our exercise in Math and in Integrated Science.

When lunch came, I treated Charles and Euriel to carbonara. I bought 2 packs for me. Gahd! I'm suchhh an uhm, eater! When we came back, Euriel's Sketchers shoes' soles where already like, gone off. Just like what happened on mine before. hahaha. Me, Charles, Danielle and Jen laughed so hard. Euriel was mixed with laughter and impatience. I suggested that he just take the soles off then he can walk normally again and he took my advice. xD

I'm going to re-do my homework again. Sigh.

During our Literature class, I never felt so hyper. When I was already behaving myself, Xajja called me and I looked at her. She asked me if I can sneeze without closing my eyes and I tried. My teacher looked at me and asked me to stand up to recite. Then she told me I was being too excited for YDT. Gahd! Being accused of such things.

During YDT, I wasn't able to follow and I'm afraid I'd be the cause of failing the whole Yellow team. We're pretty much late in the practices already!!!

Mom called after school. She told me she's going to fetch me but then I forgot I was planning on going to SM to buy Eclipse! Darn eet. When I was going down the stairs, I slipped but I stood up and immediately ran in front of the school. GAAAAAHHHDDDDD.

I can't help but just cry for 3 minutes in solitude. I'm such a mess right now. I have a lot of things to do!!!

Oh, well. This is life. AND THERE WILL ALWAYS BE CHALLENGES along the road.

xoxo.

2008-07-13T19:16:00.003+08:00

"Staring on nothingness.

The world seem to stop turning

Waiting for us to continue this never-ending fairytale."

My GASH.. Am I starting to become Melodramatic or what? I just feel so hyper today. :]] And I missed blogging. It's been a month already! I'm so sorry for those who I haven't talked to for the past weeks. It's been hell of a hectic scheduled life for me. Until now.

School's pretty much twisted. There are times when I'm having a great time and others, I'm all emo-ey. And I'm actually annoyed being so emotional. I failed almost 3 quizzes already. Sigh.

I bought New Moon on Thursday. I finished reading it today. Gawsh. All I ever did was read and sleep! I guess I was just so exhausted because of our practices yesterday. My back hurts. When we were cheering, we were asked to do the Intro by 2's. I was like, the only one cheering out loud and then my 'partner' joined me when I was already near the end. Gawsh.

Hm. Oh. This Friday, during our Val. Ed., Lloyd was asking me why the container of my glue is weird at the back so I opened it then he took it from me and we both fixed it. Then Xajja and Charles started on teasing us. Xajja said, "Charles, ang sweet nila oh." then Charles added, "Xajja, ang tamis natin. Grabe, we love each other." But we were still fixing the glue. We were like, smiling or something.

Me and Jayye//Mikee's cousin, Jeynics are in good terms again. We're like just before. But to tell you, I kept on avoiding the topic Jayye. Until now. She told me he wanted to text me but I wouldn't reply cuz I'm busy (which I really was). Ff course I asked that I thought he hates me then she said, "Past is past. New life." And then she started to ask me questions that I only am to say yes or no. Awww. I hope he did.

I already have access with freewebs again! I'm tired of Piczo so I'm so with freewebs. Ilabeet! http://www.freewebs.com/kookie-panda

Those are the latest updates for now. :D

xoxo.

2008-06-26T18:28:00.003+08:00

I waited and now I know.

You should have told me that so I'm prepared to be open for a new one.

Why is it that whenever I talk about positive future, it becomes the opposite and vise versa? Am I unlucky?

For example, I posted a bulletin in friendster to tell that I'm so excited for school this week. Too bad though that we have a storm. And guess what? I was now like, 'I don't want to go to school.' ; Then I was sure I'll have a great day yesterday. But what happened? I cried, I was silent. I rarely laughed. Does that mean I should thikn of negative things just so I could have a positive outcome?

Wee. Me got a new crush. Hahaha. I asked Stacey to do a favor for me which was to ask Jayye who his crush is. Then this afternoon, Stacey told me that he said he doesn't want to tell her and that he's mad at me. I got the hint. We're hopeless! Too bad I can't reply on Stacey's messages. Darn cellphone.

Ohh. Which reminds me, we're going to have a smart free sim from our school! Weee...

Latin is kinda boring to tell you. My seatmates have their own agenda, I have a hard time concentrating to listen to the teacher. haha. Then I photocopied the Latin papers of Jo Anthony. It's so unfair. I was supposed to have mine already!

Yesterday, me and Xajja told each other who our crush is. I told mine is Jeanerette hers is Jo Anthony. hahaha. Gush. Another "j" crush! Ahhhhh!!!

Oh, yeah. My other classmate, Dave also rides the sae jeep as me. I saw him ride on the other bench in the jeepney. xD

Hmm... Filipino was so fun today! During our quiz, we're like having open notes. Wee. Alabyu Sir Julius! Jenny is soo smart. I idolize her. hahha.

Those are the updates for now I guess.

xoxo!

2008-06-19T19:44:00.003+08:00

Wee. During Monday, we were still all awkward with our new seating arrangements. But because of the new introductions and activities we had with our teachers, most of us became close with just a ZAP. xD

Then Tuesday afternoon, we went to watch the Morning Star* Musical Show with the Prep. High students. I saw Jan Derek and some other familiar faces. It was kinda great! We were given a background of American Music history. >_<

Then now, me and my seatmates are close in a way. We always have laughing trips during class or in between classes. xD Kendrick, the one at my back, always accuses my seatmate, Jeanrette "Jehn-Rhey", of things. xD Me and and Danielle keep on laughing because of the two of them.

Just like today. Kendrick keep on putting price tags on Jeanerette's back the last tag Kendrick sticked on him has no price so I labeled it with 5 pesos then the three of us keep on laughing. Jeanerette then would always check on his back. Then he said, "Ah, 5 pesos..." Then I said, "Hindi siya pikon?" and Kendrick replied, "Mapipikon siya pag ako yung nag-sulat pero ikaw kasi yung nag-lagay nun kaya okay lang sa kaniya." And then I ignored them for a while. Mwaahahaha. xD

During our PEHM, we were grouped by fours. Jeanerette, Xajja, Me and Franz. We were like having fun while thinking up of a song to sing then Jeanrette thought of one. Since we don't know the first stanza, he sang it then we joined him on the chorus. We were like, one of the best who sang. xD Wee!

Then we went to the other building of our school during our computer class. When we were about to go back, it was raining hard. Me and my buddy/mate/partner, Ji In, fought the rain. Gawd. All of us were wet! I kept on saying sorry to Ji In because she was so wet.

Today is such a great day! xD

xoxo.

2008-06-15T18:29:00.004+08:00

Fun Facts About Pandas

. The Chinese revere the panda which they call "large bear-cat."
. There are less than 1,000 pandas in the wild and just over 100 in captivity
. Pandas spend up to 16 hours eating

Okay, so now I'm really addicted to pandas. Wee. They are adorable! *shrieks* Pandas are one of the endangered animals in the whole world. Let's help preserve their race by donating or just simply acting! Wear a pin showing a pictures panda, create your graphic campaign on preserving Pandas' Lives! >_<

For more, visit: PandaExpressKids or Defenders-GiantPandas

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My first week didn't go as great as I've expected. I guess I spoke too soon. >_<

Though my classmates talk to me from time to time, I'm sort of happy. Haha. Gahd. I always texted my old classmate, to whine and rant. I said I think she's annoyed at me but she replied that she actually loves it when I do such things. haha. Then when I was really feeling bad the other day, she told me to transfer in the highschool dept. of my old school but I'm not sure, my Mom hates the school and it's even far away. Oh, and Mykee is in there too.

Come to think of it, I hate it in there too. You have to wear the SAME SHOES on wearing your PE uniform. The school is becoming retarded.

Hm, oh. Then there are two "Chelsi"s in my class. Though her name is spelled as "Chelsea". Then we also have two "Ken"s. Weee! My buddy just so happens to be a korean. She's the one in front of during the FAT and I talked to her in Tagalog!!! xD

Last night, my brother talked to me asking me if I have friends, blah blah. Then he said I should try hanging out with guys. Then I asked why should I? I mean, people might say I'm a flirt. EW. But he reasoned out that girls would think I'm cool. haha. I should also train my way of speaking. Be cool, he says. So I'm building up my confidence again I'm gonna start all over.

I'm almost done finishing the new re-re-link of my website. It's name is "Kookie Panda" Wee! I lab cookies and Pandas!

I'm in the Yellow Team in our YDT Organization. Haha. So fun! Then I had 3 choices for clubs. My first was the Journalism, second is the Movie Reviewers Club and the last one is the Musician's Club. *eyes sparkling*

I'm all becoming anime-ish again. I'm reading two mangas online right now. hahaha.

GO PEOPLE. >_<

I love you guys! *talking to no particular person.*

Oh, wait. Before I forgot. I just edited my MySpace again. :p A "friend" of mine also copied my other friend's way of layout-ing her profile. Wee. Copy-cat.

Iconator is also back again! Yay for avatars!!! *runs*

Okay. Those are my updates. xD

xoxo.

2008-06-10T17:24:00.003+08:00

Due to me adapting to my new school and it's traditions, I'll be offline for a week and who knows when I'll be active again. Even though it hurts me to leave my ever-so-beloved computer, I have to do this.

My schedule for this week is pretty much full and uber busy.

Tomorrow, June 11.
Another orientation day and we'll know our adviser and study halls [classroom]

Thursday, June 12.
Orientation with our parents and recognition of our "Angels" [Senior Guides].

Friday, June 13.
[PLEASE BE CAREFUL!] A mass celebration of some sort. *sigh*

Saturday, June 14.
Freshmen and Seniors will be going to Busol Watershed for tree-planting.

Right now, I'm having a head-ache. Probably because my brain is being all worked-up again. Summer really IS gone. We have an assignment to be passed to our Dean - I think. - on Monday.

So yeah. And to top it off, today wasn't that much good. Well, it's kinda good but in social thing, I only like, made ONE new friend. hahha. Meh Gawd!!! I can't believe I'm saying this, I miss my old friends. T^T

I just bought the June ish of TG. A lot of freebies!!! Weeee!!!
Have a happy school year people!

xoxo.

2008-06-09T15:19:00.002+08:00

My Milk Commercial Spoof ft. McFly. >_<

Okay, I'm actually sneaking up again at the middle of the day. I've been banned by my Mom to use the computer and watch TV because of my moodiness today. Geez.

A while ago, I just printed a 54 paged eBook that of which can help me improve my writing skills. Okay, I AM addicted na. >_<>

Last night, I made the decision of reading the dictionary without discontinuing it or else. I mean, hey. It'll help me won't it? ^__^

I found Google as the great site to make my website but I can't put anything good there. All text and boring stuff. T^T RECOMMEND PEOPLE! Lol.

It's already Monday, Happy Independence Day! [Am I right?] Tomorrow's school day!!! OMG. OMIGAD!!! I can't wait til I get out of this house everyday!

Those are my updates for now. ^__^ Happy Sneaking! hahaha.

PS. Children are not recommended on doing this bad thing. It's seriously not good. haha.

Truly yours,

Dare devil. ♥

2008-06-05T12:46:00.003+08:00

Have I posted this latest work of mine?

I've been gone for a week and a half. You guys are probably wondering what I've been up to those past days.

To be honest, I've gotten hooked-up on online mangas. Then when I finally installed Sims 2, I played it and didn't bother to well, update my accounts in all forums and social networks. Come to think of it, I only updated on Tuesday afternoon.

Last Monday, June 2. It was supposedly the first day of our school. I was the first girl to arrive and I was super early. I saw my 5th grade classmate, Anthony with his Mom and sister sitting on the side in front of the door. They asked me to join them and so I did. That morning, I was super nervous. And I was even supposed to meet Jan Derek.

After some time, the secretary of the Dean opened the doors and said that class day is pusponed on June 10. Can You effin believe it? I waited for minutes and stand there for nothing. xD I went home straight.

Then during the afternoon that day, a visitor of our neighbor stopped by our store. Since I was like the one "in-charge", I went down to go give what he wants to buy. We had a little chit-chat. He asked what year I was in and I said I'm a freshman. We exchanged a few questions and I got some info about him like: He's a student in Manila, a second-year college engineer. He plays basketball [accdg. to what he's wearing and holding, a ball.] Then It was good bye. xD He's awesome.

I'm also updating my story right now. :3 Thank God, I got the strength to do so. It'd be a shame to leave it on the shelves.

I'm going to buy my uniform with my Dad soon. I'm also going to ask if I'm supposed to wear uniform on the first day at school so that I can inform Erika and the others. :)

UPDATES. A calendar, new friend, new song. :)

xoxo.

2008-05-29T20:06:00.002+08:00

Lol.

I feel so hyper today. When I woke up, I went straight in front of the computer just so I could print out the document I saved when I was sneaking last night. :3 And which my brother crumpled when he went in my BED!!!!!

Then, I changed and went to my piano practice. My teacher also made me have a class tomorrow. T^T So not awesome. Wahhh.

Today's not boring really. I've got time to read manga this whole afternoon. The one recommended by me by Ate Mina [Arigatou!], "Cherry Juice" is awesome. It made me be so hyper. I went to my room just so I could giggle and jump. hahaha.

Damn. I hate this Kaspersky Internet Security. It keeps on bugging me. >=[

Hmm.. What else? what else?

Suggest an anime!!! T^T

Lol.

It's already May 29! I hadn't noticed. School's about to start soon. And I still have my orientation on June 2. Geez.

Then my friend, Nicole, sent me a testimonial asking me why I'm not talking and stuff. :P Oh well.

2008-05-28T17:47:00.001+08:00

So I fixed my room at exactly 1:30 am. How crazy is that?! I don't even know what came into me that made me decide to clean my room. Except my wardrobe. wahaha.

It's probably because of the book I finished reading. My collection of thick books is growing now. *eyes spakling*

Then it's probably because of my hyper-ness with La Corda d'Oro. [Tsukimori♥Hino!!] I told you. Haha.

My eyes were feeling a little baggy and puffy. I think I over slept. Mwahaha.

I almost forgot it's Wednesday. I hadn't practiced yet. Oh no! Oh, have I told you already I'm having piano classes? T^T This is soo annoying. How will I practice?

My day today is fine. Until mom told me to slice and cut those effin carrots.

Suddenly, my middle left finger bled. Sheesh. Now I'm having a hard time typing. I'm trying to make myself feel better by reading mangas online. *ffainntttss*

I'm reading one now, it's title is "Fall In Love Like a Comic" in onemanga.com The site is awesome! >_<

Oh, and I'm also trying to install Sims 1. :]

Wahah. Okay. That's my story for the day. :P

2008-05-27T19:34:00.005+08:00

La Corda d'Oro ~Primo Passo~

So far, this is the second anime I've finished as an avid otaku. La Corda is an anime full of music and I can somehow tell this anime is specially made for music lovers and of course, those who plays musical instruments. [note: the song playing in here in my blog right now is the ending theme for this anime. xD "Crescendo" by Stella Quintet who happens to be the anime hot guys' voice-over people.]

Categoried as male harem for the leading lady, Hino Kahoko is surrounded my competing hot guys on the schools concours. She wasn't supposed to be connected to them but unfortunately she is. Maybe she's not in her situation on the final episodes if she hadn't met a fairy from centuries ago namely, Lili. This magical fairy as said on their school's history was founded by the founder of the school. The fairy then had a broken wing or something so the kind and gentle owner of the school took care of him. In return for his kindness, Lili promised to promote music around the world and stuff like that. Lol.

Of course, the series wouldn't have ended with out trials on the way like giving up her precious violin, being told as annoying by some characters and broken hearts. Even though Kahoko hadn't had any romantic relationship with Tsukimori Len, Tsuchiura Ryoutarou, Hihara Kazuki, Yunoki Azuma nor Shimizu Keiichi, the plot was greatly made so the story can be well-understood by watchers. There are also parts in which it will trully make you laugh. You'll see the combination of reactions and sounds very good.

The reason probably why the motto in Animax for this anime was "Stroke the Golden String" is because that, when Hino breaks the 3 strings of her beloved magical piano due to her envy on Tsukimori and Tsuchiura, the golden string was saved. :]

Having 25 episodes and one bonus. This trully is a great anime. Okay. I already kept on saying that. :p

I don't know if I am to Support Tsukimori x Hino, Hihara x Hino or Tsuchiura x Hino.

They're all both good pairs. But since Hino's friend keeps on talking about "Violin Romance", It's probably best to go cheer for Tsukimori x Hino. Especially that Hino helped him to open up and find a better reason for his music.

Well, she helped everyone to be inspired, strong, or even find themselves after all. :] She's worth looking up to. Rofl.

Tsukimori Len ♥ Hino KahokoForever.

xoxo.

ps. I better look for new animes. Hahaha.

Or better yet, finish all those animes I've skipped. :P

2008-05-26T11:19:00.002+08:00

So, yeah. I can't believe I've finally finished reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. It's such a shame I finished sooner than I have expected I'd finish it. I crave for more and I wish JK Rowling would be making a continuation to the series. But of course, it is pretty much obvious having 3 children that the series has already ended.

I have to be honest I kind of don't like the names of Harry's children. They could have at least named them another name other than Severus Snape, Dumbledore, Lily and James Potter. But it's okay. haha. Okay, that was so weird. And confusing.

Other than that, my Mom's going home this afternoon. :]

I bought the next book of It Girl namely "Notorious". And I also bought another book titled, "Secrets of My Hollywood Life". I'm going to Notorious first. Lol. I think I'm a fast reader. T^T

It's pretty more or less getting boring already. And I'm already panicking about my uniform. I don't know what to do since I want a break from the forums I've joined. Well, perhaps some of them.

Maybe I should go continue watching La Corda D'Oro. After all, it's been such a long time and the TV has already showed the episode I haven't watched yet. I better catch-up. :]

xoxo people.

2008-05-26T10:47:00.005+08:00

J.K. Rowling has done it again. Her proven great writing skills bringing all children, teens and adults love her last book for the series of Harry Potter.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows tackles on Harry discovering all the Horcruxes made by the Dark Lord himself. Lots of planning and hiding, fighting and protecting in the whole book.

Deaths of loved ones giving the others enough strength and inspiration helping Harry Potter, the Boy Who Lived Until The End. But of course, there are some parts in the book itself that will give you a good laugh. :]

Romance evolving through Ron and Hermione as well as Harry and Ginny. Having sons and daughter after 19 years, their life has been a complete dangerous but of course great. One of a kind 'Happily Ever After'.

It's a shame that everything has an end. So as BOOKS. Truly, the memories of growing up with Harry Potter and his friends is a great experience.

And now all we have to wait for are the movies being done. Let's hope that Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson and Rupert Grint will have a great time acting on their roles. Let's wish them GOOD LUCK! :)

2008-05-24T23:17:00.003+08:00

I have found a layout in which I feel satisfied. Finally. My blog now looks pleasant. Lol. Though I'm not quite sure if today is a good one or not.

I went to my piano class and I was improving. My teacher still got migraine though.

While I was walking on the sidewalk, I planned on going to SM and buy a new book but my body won't follow what my brain wants to wonder off. I was like, 'Next time. Next time.'
Oh, yeah. I ought Otakuzine again! Yey. xD

Then when I got home, nothing changed much really.

During the afternoon, my Mom was ~~attacked~~ again by her heart disease. Dad was calling me to take care of her and she must have heard it because she said, "Does Papa don't want to take care of me anymore?" and I just shrugged.

Then after 5 minutes or so, she's crying. Me and Dad went to their room and comforted her. They both changed and went to the hospital.

My brother-in-law returned and gave us a list of what to pack. Mom is to stay in there for days.

It's already very late and my brother hasn't come home yet.

Ts. I'm used to it, anyway.

Lol.

Okay, I'm also half-way on the Harry Potter book.

Our house helper borrowed my ID from last school year because she has no ID and need to fetch their cellphone from a bus. Obviously, I'm forced to come with them tomorrow. And I've decided, I'll go buy those books I want to buy since we're going to SM. Lol.

I guess those are my updates for now. :)

Bye.

2008-05-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

[random picture mood : Let's PARTAYYY]

"I would like to give a round of applause to my Dad

for successfully making my Mom go sleep on my room

and make me have nowhere to sleep on."

Okay. So now I'm really am being sarcastic. My Mom went down to make her cup of tea and then she entered my bedroom. My Dad was making a lot of noises while he was searching for his stuff in there room which caused my Mom to wake up. Now I have nowhere to go and have a nightful rest.

And that I won't have any chance to play Final Fantasy IX or read Harry Potter till midnight.

Geez, thanks a lot Dad.

Though I don't really want to blame him for everything happening in my life right now, some og them are his fault but he won't accept it and put the blame on other people. Like me, accusing me of things that are not even true.

This afternoon, he ordered me to clean those bean sprouts to which wasn't even COOKED TONIGHT! That whole big plastic full of small bean sprouts, luckily our house helper helped me. Then he said he's going to clean those uhm, I forgot that vegetable but anyway -- all he did was just EAT! My gawd. Then my Mom went to the kiitchen and saw Dad still eating so she got mad. -- She's always mad :P -- then she took that vegggy and cleaned it herself. My Dad then made effin excuses. Tsk. I secretly laughed as I cleaned the sprouts. Hahaha. How mean of me.

Then while I'm surfing the net, online. Jayye or well, I think it's him anyway, sent me an SMS.

And so again, here is the complete conversation. PS. Those in between brackets are my observation while blogging:

him : ., whassup,.

me : Who is this?

him : Si jayye
marrione d. Culaton po., sorry pla dun sa ginawa ng pinsan q
ah,. G*go
un!

me : Tss. I'm sure d ikw si jayYe.

him : Why
naman?

me : First of all , hndi xa nagpo-"po". Second, hndi
"whasup" ang start ng
txt nia. Third, u sound gay. And fourth, number ni
ARJAY [the one who tricked
me] yang gnagamt mo whoever u
are.

him : Kilala m b si arjay? Pangash ka eh noh? Kala m ang gnda
gnda m!
Naki2pag txt lng eh

me : Hndi q po xa klala, pero auko
ung gnawa nia. Wala dn aqng cnavi na
maganda aq. Hndi aq pangash. Hndi nmn
cguro gan2 sasabhn q qng d nio aq
niloloko. Pakisabi na lang sa lahat ng tao
jan, sori. Ok? Auko na ng away. Buti
sana kung masaya buhay q ngaung sumer
edi ok lng. Peo hndi eh. Puro inis at
galit na lang. Pati d2 sa bhay. Kaya,
sory na ha? Auko na. I give up.

him : *no reply.*

I caught them off-guard again. Well, at least I said what I have to say. I actually took all the blame from those freaks! Sheesh.

Then before that, I also had an SMS conversation with Mark Arnel. He said that he and Iris almost became together. Then I was like "Huh? Why almost? You two love each other anyway." Then he said she agreed with him to kiss on the first day of school!!! Hahaha. I told him, "Yuck! Ew. I can't imagine." Then he teased me being jealous and I was defencing myself telling him I wasn't. hahhaa.

Well, why does he have to tell me all that anyway?

Hm.

Oh yeah.

I wasn't online on all the forums I've joined today. Bwahahaha. Awesome.

What else? I can't remember anything I'm supposed to say. Or maybe it's because I don't have anything else to talk about. :P

Oh well, tomorrow again. Perhaps I'll blog. Hahahah! >=D

Okay. okay.

Enough with that.

Good night. I'll try to find a place where I could sleep tonight. *sigh*

2008-05-23T10:59:00.002+08:00

Most of the times, the thought of being alone thrilled me. I have no one to go order me to do this and that and shout at me for no reason. It makes me feel like I'm not a burden. That I'm just another person in this world who goes to school, who works, and who haves fun.

Today, I knew this wasn't going to be good. My Dad called me for the second time and as soonas I got out of my door, he told me to clean the whole house. Of course, who wouldn't be amd at that? Have he forgotten I'm a human who needs to EAT before he WORKS?

I cooked my own food, noodles. I know that it's not even considered to be a breakfast or anything but whatever. I need to eat something edible.

And then my Dad called me again with my Mom outside our backyard. They were asking about my uniform and I told them that Mom was supposed to bring me to that tailoring shop but then Mom said, "Nagko-computer ka lang naman kahapon, pano tayo lalabas?" but of course I was supposde to remind her THAT yesterday but she's in such a bad mood and whenever I try to approach her, she's BUSY.

I read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallow until 1:00 am so it was pretty obvious I woke up late. Blah.

Somehow, my Mom's mood is being koay today. Ad that I feel light-hearted when my Dad's not at home. I've got to admit, I sometimes wish he's back in Japan. :P

I know. It's mean. But that's what my brain says. :P

xoxo.